_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle_______
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This is my diary..
where I shall write about
my life, my days, my feelings
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Every happy person has a sad day before
Every sad person has a happy day before
Every start has an end
Every end is a start
Monday, June 15, 2009
6/15/2009 02:09:00 PM
Today is a sad day...
She's having a fever right now.. she just recover not long ago now she sick again...
Then her sister back pain unable to take care of her..
And they have no lunch and noone to take care of them..
Thought they needed someone to take care of them...
Couldn't ask gary for leave... so i went above him direct to anthony.
Basically i panicked... All that was in my mind was just to get to them, get lunch for them & take care of them.. especially her.. i dont even care how much work i had in office..
Lucky anton damn understanding.. he spoke to gary on my behalf and approved me leaving...
And i couldn't even give him a time when i could come back to office..
Dun care me broke... jitao rush cab to jurong.. ask uncle drive faster faster...
At Lornie Rd.. bcos the uncle drive abit fast.. almost kanna accident... car infront suddenly brake.. heng the uncle jam the brakes hard enough.. the brakes screech damn loud... stop just nice... less than afew cm from the front car..
Reached jurong le.. went to draw cash.. saw the time... 10.55 already... faster ciong to Mac buy macbreakfast for her sister. then ciong to buy fish porridge for her.. though she no appetite.. dun care just buy for her lor..
tink i opened my knee wound again.. hurting now..
reached her house at 11.07am... sweating.. cos i fastwalk/jog to buy food and go her house..
Her sis opened the door.. i went in.. tinking that i today take care of them...
Went into her room... ask her how is she...
The moment she saw me... she just screamed for me to get out...
and scold her sister y let me into the house...
At that point... my heart was shattered to pieces...
After all i did.. all i got was a...
I really really felt like an idiot at that point of time..
Y was i so kancheong and rushing all the way from lorong chuan to jurong?
Y did i panic in office?
I am not a gd boyfriend..
When she is sick she doesnt even want to see me at all..
I cant even gain her basic trust..
I finally realised where i stand..
What to do.. gotta know my own standard... reach this current position already considered tyco le...
Right now I just hope she recovers asap.. she has suffered enough recently.. Pls god dun let her suffer anymore.. I'll take her place instead.. just put all the sickness on me...
*** Heart-Broken ***
waiting for you
ME
Name: Junwen
Bday: 25th Oct 1985
Age: 22
Horoscope: Scorpio
Sex: Male (Duh ._.)
Job: Network Engineer
Fav color: Blue!
FAv mUsIc: anything that's nice (prefer soothing music)
FAv FoOd: Peking Duck, Chilli, Lettuce w/ mayonnise, Brocolli, Root Beer, Kikapo Joy Juice, Mango Juice, Orange Juice
Bad Pts: Nerd, Stupid, small brain, Short, dumb, idiot, unsensitive, useless, wooden block, pessimistic, big mouth (more to come)
Gd Pts: For people to find out! But i tink dun have any la.
Characteristics: Talkative, always smiling, dunno directions, pro in sleeping at anywhere, blur
Wish List
Girlfriend
New watch
New Shoes
New Ext Harddisk
New Bag
Driving License
New earphones
New Specs & Contact Lenses
Black PSP
Swat 3:Elite Edition cd
Ipod Nano
Ipod Cover
Roller Blades
CCNA Cert