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Friday, February 29, 2008
2/29/2008 01:32:00 PM
[1.30PM]
This year is 2008! Leap Year!
haah! there's a movie released on this day. "Leap Years". really should just watch for this day.. instead of watching on some other days.
later going watch! hahaz.
busy month coming on! basically we're gonna work our ass off cos 1 of my colleagues going reservist..
Thursday, February 28, 2008
2/28/2008 05:46:00 AM
Experiencing intermittent sleep!
sleep afew hr wake afew hr sleep afew hr!
got play abit game.. then study abit..
anyway, going to watch Leap Years on friday! booked the tix le!
Hmm.. i see Meet the Spartans & L: Change the world.. not bad sia...
Meet the spartans should be comedy ba.. worth a laugh haha..
wonder if desmond they all gonna go watch or not haha..
just did a check.. the pay still not in.. =(
tink go slp le.. dunno wat time will wake later.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
2/26/2008 01:10:00 AM
today damn shiok la!
go work sleepy sleepy.. both of us were eating sweets to stay awake...
we were working non-stop la~ things just keep coming and coming and coming! there were already nearly 40 cases at the start of the day... then it's a monday.. so there's alot alot more problems...
this and that, this and that.. basically me & my colleague were working our balls off... all our msn blinking.. phone ring... basically no time to even see or read la.... sorry to let u wait so long just to recieve 1 sms from me...
tink i didn't do enough warmup and use the wrong muscles to support my body weight.. now back super pain...
Monday, February 25, 2008
2/25/2008 05:56:00 AM
[6AM]
my mum said everything will be ok after a sleep.
now i woken, despite being unable to sleep much of the night. everything is still bad.
Why does everything bad come to me all at 1 go?? cant there be something nice?
problems i do not tell people doesn't mean i have only that few problems.
i just need a little breathing space.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
2/24/2008 10:40:00 AM
[10.40AM]
I feel like crying, but a man shouldn't drop tears. even if cry, must cry within the heart..
I feel like talking to u.. but i dunno how to start...
the msn window has been open for sometime... but i just cant find words to type in...
[8.09AM]
Wo de xing hen tong... neng xiang shui shuo.....
i'm afraid of making a decision that i will regret in the future.
Friday, February 22, 2008
2/22/2008 02:00:00 AM
I'm awake I'm awake!
today 8+, finally get to go home le... endured the whole painful journey back home... sigh..
Reached home faster eat 1 antacid... not bad sia... the effect is nice... bathe le.. ate lunch... then sleep le...
Dad woke me up at 5.50pm.. to go out eat.. super shag.. stomach feeling better but not entirely well.. Went to a restaurant to eat... my mum dun eat fish... so i helped her eat her portion of Sweet & Sour Thai Fish... (Hey~ i exchanged my portion of abalone with her lor!).. After eating 2 portions of the sweet & sour thai fish.. GG liao... gastric straight away hit me big... did not even touch the mee that was in the menu la.. super food wastage...
heng my dad had antacid in his car... take 1 feel alot better... actually suppose to buy a dvd player for my mum as her bday prezzie.. but they scrapped the plan bcos i kanna gastric.. so we went home.. i quickly took a quick bath and collapsed on the bed.. from exhaustion & pain.. so i slept till now~ haha...
wake up check email... sian dio shoot email... bleahs... work is getting boring also... saw the revised schedule for March due my colleague reservist.. Super tight working period la..
Seems like everyone is very sian at work already... can see the attitude all cannot be bothered kind... all the 9-6 ppl all leave on the dot lo.... sigh...
Thursday, February 21, 2008
2/21/2008 02:42:00 AM
i dont know what happened.. but i'm having a gastric attack right now...
lucky i manage to finish most of my work before it started to hurt..
only left packing the configured routers back into the box...
for the past 1hr i have been just lying there in the chair in pain.
i got no mood to do anything... and i never brought my gastric medicine along..
hate it whenever my gastric strikes..
what to do.. endure ba... 5hr15mins to go...
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
2/20/2008 05:49:00 AM
super sian now...
time is passing by veryyy slowly today...
busy till roughly 10+ lidat then i ate my dinner... didn't buy any other food... should jian fei haha.. but now really quite hungry.. took some snacks from my locker to eat lol... fattening again..
now i doing those trial test questions... yea..
just now study until sian.. go play like 30min of game... go in, chat with frens, battle abit.. then feel sian.. back to tak cek.. until now lo.. dunno y.. nowadays dun feel like playing much game... got time either is sleep or study..
now is.. 2hrs 10mins to go! to end of 2nd night...
tink tmr nite got thing to do again... so perhaps will be free by 3+ lidat.. then tak cek again...
Everything seems so boring to me.. eating is boring.. play game is boring.. work is boring..
Oh well, Sleeping has always been nice. Studying seems to interest me more nowadays... lolx... i do the trial test.. not bad wor.. up to now.. most of it i understand and get correct answer wor! keke.
KAMBATAE~ i will take and pass the test~
"A fireworks in the darkness will light up the sky brightly for only a couple of seconds, but that few mere seconds is enough for a everlasting memory" - Junwen
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
2/19/2008 03:39:00 AM
Busy Night. Finally now i have abit of rest time.
But sometimes i do love busy nights... keeps me occupied.. sometimes working is fun too.
Something happened. yea.
I screwed up again.
ya.. i'm disappointed. yes. in myself.
I'm gonna rest and relax awhile. before i go tak cek le.
Monday, February 18, 2008
2/18/2008 04:11:00 AM
okays. the notebook cooler seems to be working fine.. managed to lower the heat abit..
Couldn't sleep. so i went to study... so now i can happily say that i have finished reading the entire cisco book! haha.. so tmr nite.. when i on shift.. after doing my assigned work.. i shall start on doing all the trial tests.... the 2nd step to my CCNA! whoopee!
On the way to Popular bookstore to buy book-wrapping paper for my mum, i saw this McKal USB Phone charger... quite unique haha... so i just bought it... my nokia charger use 2 days spoilt... then keep have to borrow my sister's.. so now i have a usb de charger.. incase my sis dun lend me, i still have backup! haha.. but the charger i tink super weak la... i let it charge many hours le... still not yet full charge...
Hmm.... how do u cheer up a girl up?? i tink tink tink... still dunno how leh... there's only that few ways only... i'm a block of wood -.-!!!
I once saw a very nice quote from 933 DJ Peifen's blog. (Tranlated for here by mE)
"If you're tired, slow down and take a rest. After you have rested enough, you can then continue your journey."
Sunday, February 17, 2008
2/17/2008 06:26:00 PM
Sigh...
Sway Sway & Sway
today damn sway... 1st my cooler dies on me... 2nd my macbook internal fan is getting more faulty... then now my macbook battery is deformed... there's a bulge in the middle of the battery...
something like this:
did a search on the internet... seems like many other macbook users also face his problem... shucks..
sigh.... bad luck bad luck...
now have to spend money get a cooler & a battery... shucks...
hope my uncle can get me free replacement battery & fan haha...
damn sian.. really damn sian...
Saturday, February 16, 2008
2/16/2008 04:54:00 AM
[4.56AM]
Studied until 1+ then yh called me for loan.. suppose to be a meetup to pass the money & short talk-cock session then i go back study..
but a supposedly-short meetup became a 3hr talk.. haha..
he really matured alot le..
we talk alot la... and i really learnt alot from him la..
alot of things he said is quite true..
actually abit tired... but now reach home le.. super awake again...
will go play abit game.. then continue tak cek ba.. haha..
Friday, February 15, 2008
2/15/2008 08:46:00 PM
[8.54PM]
I screwed up bigtime.. again..
i dunno man.. i'm really confused le...
What to do now? Tink of the good and forget the bad?
I guess i am really too selfish.
Godammit. Y after so long i still haven grown up..
Maybe i just need some time to chill, to sort out my thought & decide my future....
(I can picture Fate holding a sign "Gotcha!" in my mind)
but now, i going study le.
It's best to study when u are unhappy, bcos u will really concentrate.
[12:12AM]
Tonite i actually peeled my 1st prawn for someone other than my mum.. and i recieved a peeled prawn too. i am really really happy.
I am really really contented le... maybe there may not be a future, who knows, but i'm very well contented as it is le. What more can i ask for actually?
=)
tonite i shall sleep with a smile.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
2/14/2008 11:17:00 PM
Tonight i had a memorable night. the 1st time ever i went out with a girl on Valentines Day.
haha... A part of me is so so so happy but yet a part of me feels dejected.
Well, one cant ask for too much. Got abit already should be contented le. =)
talking bout my day, super tired la! i never sleep in the bus.. so i reached the office feeling super super shag... i tink i dozed off quite a couple of times in office.. haha.. finally off day! dunno got chance to go out or not haha... and it is time to tak cek also.. 3 days never tak cek le.
[12.41AM]
Hais.. i dunno i am a failure or wat...
I'm always making u sad... making u cry...
i really hate myself....
I dun wan this to start happening all over again.. dun wan.. the nightmare..
i guess i am too selfish ba.. i always cared about my own feelings, voicing out whenever i feel like it.. i didn't care about your feelings at all..
on a side note,
hmmm... i tinking of volunteering for OT.... today when we count the claims... we work 1 day OT, we can get around 100-150 bucks more... imagine 1mth do 2 days ot... that's 200 - 300 bucks more pay..... not bad... should consider asking for OT..
Monday, February 11, 2008
2/11/2008 10:59:00 PM
Haha... Thank god... everything went rather smoothly i guess.
1st time celebrate vday lol...
also 1st time i give someone chocolates... haha..
maybe next time is roses le ba lol...
weee~
tmr gotta work le~ hais~
[3.00PM]
haha... basically i just stone all the way on the bed la.. still headache...
until 12.45PM. seems like it's the 1st call ever for personal reasons..
haha... then miraculously managed to slp 2hrs lidat... so now awake & eaten le..
Booking is done.. I also started praying liao... pray for later everything shun shun haha.... very long never pray liao haha......
I just hope later everything goes along nicely.
[8.38AM]
Wo de xing hao tong...
shui hui dong....
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT!!!
pain or no pain.. the sun will continue to shine, the world will continue to turn..
so Y DESPAIR!?! i told myself i wont despair anymore. NEVER AGAIN.
hell yea. i'm that strong. fear me.
(No matter how hard i try to slp now, i just cant go back to sleep... having headache now)
Sunday, February 10, 2008
2/10/2008 01:55:00 AM
haha... today never sleep much..
went to changi airport to have lunch haha... actually wanted to see the aircrafts taking off de.. but that "sunshade" and the stupid blurrish glass made me lose my mood...
y did they put those crap stuff and dun let ppl see the aircraft taking off..
There's little things that special as watching an aircraft land/takeoff..
after seeing so many times in tengah airbase, i'm still like it haha...
after that went eunos to accomplish a special mission, but too bad failed due to a hp that was off. sigh.
Had a gd talk today nite... so i guess we all feel better le haha...
yawns. sleep time!
Saturday, February 09, 2008
2/09/2008 03:42:00 AM
I'm back home! and bathe finish le.. now waiting for hair to dry.
went to grandma house bai nian in the afternoon & went out with buddy desmond and rest to eski bar.
Today starting early in the morning quarrel with mum le... then after that she go find fault with the rest of the family... bleahss...
then at nite we went weijie house then go out... go holland V wanted to go wala-wala. but close =(
so we went to a near 1.. Eski bar... reach there 1AM they close at 2AM.
took a couple of pics.
Ordered some drinks.. + some finger food..
CHEERS!
Group Pic in the outside not so cold area.
x
Eski Bar outside (not cold part)
Now for the cool part which is their cold room:
Grp pic inside. (freezing hand on my neck.
Yep. We were here
ah. as i finish this, i already starting to doze off. hair also drying le. haha sleep time!
Friday, February 08, 2008
2/08/2008 03:56:00 AM
OmG.. starting no mood sleep...
talk to buddy.. was gonna read abit online comic then go sleep...
but now...... the more i read, the more excited i get, then the more i cannot sleep... omg -.-!!!
cham liao la... 4am le.. basket..... so awake now.. tmr sure ko..
Hey desmond buddy,
thanks for spending time talking to me though u had to go off early.
I feel alot better le haha..
Never ever regretted having u as a buddy. 10yr frenship really not fake de haha..
Well, at least i made sure of some things in my head. haha..
hopefully tmr we will meet up tmr night as planned then maybe get to have a nice long chat ba..
=)
Thursday, February 07, 2008
2/07/2008 02:42:00 PM
Blogging from workplace haha..
eating mac as i type this with 1 hand.
keke... just came back from onsite... customer say 12pm.. but i got the message was 11-12 specifically... reach there at 10.50... wait for her come.... 11.30 then start...
As i was waiting, i saw something really special.. like god was giving me a message.. i quickly took a pic of it.. when i look again... it's gone le.. will upload later. after that someone see 1st haha.
sibei siao on customer... cny still work.. haha.. troubleshoot awhile. found the problem lies with customer internal network. wee~
then help customer get a temporary solution 1st.. until she find her own it person settle~
then take cab (company sponsored) back to office and call mac delivery.. ex sia~~
back to eating~
xiexie ni for waking so early pei zhe wo even when it's cny. =D
hmm... as i look at my new watch, i realise i like more & more. keke... simple and nice. not cheap ok.. timex de $180 bucks..
Happy CNY to everyone~~~
weee~~ I am so happppyyyy~~~~ i see a light~~ i see a bright starrr~~~
=D =D =D =D =D =D
verryy happppyyyyyy!!! even though tmr i have to work & go onsite.
HAPPYYYY~~~~
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
2/06/2008 07:18:00 PM
wOrK WoRk~
sians la. new year still have to work..
today supposed to leave at 8... but i struck a deal with my colleague. i today go off 2hrs early then he tmr come in 2hrs later lo...
tmr going onsite to customer place! song ah! da nian chu yi go onsite.. whole year go onsite~
hahaha... ok also la.. learn more experience... keke
-vinegar in the air, maybe my house split some- =P
Maybe i shouldn't be blogging.. i dont know...
Just had a talk.. sorry bout being naggy. The rush of emotions came back.. memories all came fading back... hais. but now i ok le haha..
but anyway, hope i enlightened u. haha...
u are rite. the way to spell love is T-I-M-E. Cos time will prove how much u love someone.
true.. very true..
Saw a nice quote on a website:
"Put your fears and your past behind you and become lovable by being loving. Learn to trust by trusting yourself."
Very true indeed.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
2/05/2008 04:04:00 AM
Today i was really like a pig... tink i slept till about 2.30PM then i woke up for lunch.. haha.. off-day mah... relac abit lo..
Meanwhile, in the evening, i did something i felt was very meaningful.. haha.. Though quite funny to be at changi airport trying to look for a person i never seen before with no knowledge of which flight number or flight time.
haha.. all we knew was that the flight is from there to here in the evening. then no more le.. haha.. There was a total of 3 flights in the evening.. 1 at T1, 1 at T2, 1 at T3. so yea. u can say we toured the arrival halls of all 3 terminals haha...
Huang Tian Bu Fu Ku Xing Ren. you saw her le haha...
at least we didn't waste the effort going there haha.
It's ok that you dun have the courage to say hi, dont have to feel sad bout it. at least u have the xing yi =)
guess u are sleeping right now.. (it's 4.30am, of course u are asleep, stupid me) hope u are sleeping with a smile. =)
Monday, February 04, 2008
2/04/2008 12:01:00 AM
hurhur! OFF DAY!!
slack abit but still must study!! for the ccna cert! for the future!
Suddenly forgot what i wanted to write... +_+!
mm.. no matter what, i will not give up easily de. Gd things are worth the effort & hardwork. we must jiayou together =)
I'm unromantic & boring. but yea. I'll try my best :P
Sunday, February 03, 2008
2/03/2008 05:01:00 AM
This is it! Final night of the shift! Really Really Really tired.... and COLD!
Studied a couple of chapters tonite.. and i remembered how to calculate subnet mask le!
haha... i knew how to calculate it.. but i did not know that was the way to calculate it.. haha... stupid me...
gotten a little woozy at 3+... before i knew it.. i fell asleep le.. slept for 1hr.. ok de la... now can tahan all the way till 8 le. Can continue studying le.. haha.. Still abit tired... but a washup at the toilet + my newly bought "Warheads Juniors (Extremely Sour)" sweets, now quite awake le haha...
But it's reallly colddddddd here.... I turned off both aircon.. but seems the temperature is still around 16-18 degrees. Freaking cold... somemore outside temperature is low... inside even lower... that's 1 bad thing about working in noc.. things never get hot...
I'm busy drinking hot water and using my water bottle as a "warmer" as i type this...
But times like these, i would really like either a hug or a bowl of hot curry. brrrrrr..... COLD! *shivers*
Thanks for coming online to chat with me tonite..
Saturday, February 02, 2008
2/02/2008 04:48:00 PM
Was pretty tired after doing some work and some studying...
Rested awhile and i recieved a very sweet sms at 3.43AM.
I'm really touched sia... noone has been so nice to me before..
So this is the feeling of being touched...
at the same time i'm feeling guilty also.. 3.43am leh...
Tonite i will study hard de! I promise!
Friday, February 01, 2008
2/01/2008 10:19:00 PM
Oh mans.. haha... today total knockout day....
i just close my eyes for a short while at around 6.40... then i slept~ till 7.30.. woken by a call... faster ciong finish reports..
i was like gonna die la~ walk out of the building like zombie lidat.. wait for bus nearly doze off...
in the bus... super knockout.. only woke once. cos the bus uncle shut off the bus engine and refuse to move when 1 of the passengers never tap the card... caused a little commotion.. i open my eyes look around, then go back slp lol... super tired... the next time i woke... is right at the stop i supposed to alight.. faster take bag seh seh alight...
reached home.. suppose to bath and take breakfast. then i just stopped for awhile and fell asleep lol.. mum woke me.. bath and eat... very fast.. tink bath + eat took less than 30-4omins... faster wipe the hair very very dry.. then went to slp... knocked out until 5+.. woken by a call from starhub.. regarding my internet connection...
so tired sia...
then go work.. Massive jam at the PIE... so basically.. the route i take super super jammed.. from jurong east there jam till Mount Alvernia there.. then no more car... i purposely left home early today... and even forgot to bring my dinner along as i was rushing... then sian.. kanna massive jam... late 2mins for work... =(
but i also knocked out during the bus trip lol... i tink afew stops after i went up the bus, i fell asleep le haha... nearly missed the bus stop which i suppose to change bus lol...
but quite tired tonite also.. tink will take a nap ba...
Today work nite shift!
it's 3AM now..
today night wasn't that smooth... but i happily busy..
All the matters i could handle very well, sorta abit proud of myself haha.
just got a bunch of matter to do.. but now all settle le haha...
Gosh... I really feel like sleeping now la... super tired... But i will study 1st!! at least finish up this chapters 1st haha... motivation keeps me going on, so i may not sleep at all! haha..
I promise I'll be in the office early tmr! so i wont make u wait for me again..
I'll never make u sad ever again.
I'll always be with you till the very end.
