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Saturday, September 30, 2006
9/30/2006 11:33:00 PM
hurhur! basic theory test! final theory test! Driving Practicals! SOON!!
wahaha.. basic theory test i should be ok...
but for the final theory test... abit the dun have confidence.. the question bank is simply tooo much!! argh! i wanna beat the theory part asap!!! then i can concentrate on my practicals lol... i realised.. i hate taking tests lololol.... lmaoz...
i realised that.. theory lessons are $16.80 each.. (have to go for 4 lessons).. practices/evaluations are $3.15 each.. then tests are $6. These are still OK. PRACTICAL DRIVING LESSONS: $58.80 EACH. that is w/o fixed group.. omg.. with fixed grp surcharge more $5.50 i tink...
omg... i already put in 800bucks le... omg omg omg... soon gonna be broke.. VERY BROKE. then friend weddings & bdays coming up... somemore my pathetic pay... sighs..
Friday, September 29, 2006
9/29/2006 10:10:00 PM
Sigh... i dunno why am i sighing also..
i see no colour in my life.. psp play boring.. computer play boring.. online play boring.. listen music boring.. reading boring.. everything freaking boring.
Studying for my driving theory test even more boring.
what bores me the most is having to go to the squadron to work... feel so stupid sometimes. no-fly day sometimes got activity then alot ppl not around.. used to have only 1 aos go in.. now.. all 5 must go in.. then we will chat, read newspaper/magazines, play games, read forums until super bored.. imagine having to stay inside the stupid ops room for 9 freaking hours with nothing to do. damn bored... stupid management... sigh...
then recently got 1 officer.. every small little thing make a super lot of noise.. small small thing do wrong only have to announce let everyone know, let my superiors know that we did wrong.. it's like.. wtf? small small thing only.. mayb not we enter the data 1? mayb someone else entered the data? we cant be there 24/7 to look at the stupid board to see if anyone did any changes or not. might as well hire a fucking security guard guard the board.
Pfft.. LET ME WHINE. do u know how freaking stressful it is, to have NOTHING to do for 9hrs.. staying in ops room (cannot leave).. then everytime have to see officer face.. cant retort them either.. they say left u cant say right... then Officer A tell u do something, u have to do. Officer B dont like it, then he scolds u despite Officer A telling u to do it 1. screwup.
Bleahz. pathetic pay.. i hate it... u pay me more money i dun mind see ppl face...
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
9/27/2006 11:32:00 PM
Many people do not realise.. that even guys have fragile hearts..
Men do cry u know? they seldom cry infront of people unless they cannot control themselves. normally they just cower inside their bed or some corner where no1 can see them and then they go weep silently..
I guess that's the pride of guys. We do not cry infront of others even as sad as we are. yet we are still human beings.. we do have times where we are heartbroken... where we also wish for a shoulder to lean on..
I admit, I've actually cried before, on the day my grandfather passed away... and on some other occasions which will be kept deeply in my heart.
sigh.. if only men could cry out openly. if only...
*i sad now can? ok i not sad but i not happy either. *
Sunday, September 24, 2006
9/24/2006 01:40:00 AM
i'm writing in this diary before i go to sleep...
today went for RSAF Walk-A-Jog.. actually wanna walk all the way 1! then... hais... my dyco run with me.. then we have to stick to him mah.. then ji tao really jog all the way... arghz...
stupid free towel they gave.. so lousy 1.. i sweat abit, the entire towel wet le.. bleahz..
anyway, i completed it quite early, so i'm rather satisfied with my "results" today. but went home, dropped on the floor and slept like a log.
anyways, i'm retaking my basic theory evaluation in roughly 10hours. this time i'm prepared! i shall pass! wahahha!!
Lastly, i am feeling confused.. something that i have been anticipating for sometime has happened.. i dunno should feel happy or sad.. it's really mixed feelings inside me. and i dont like it.
perhaps i should keep my distance now.. and i realise that, nowadays, i keep alot of stuff inside myself. i'm just locking myself from within.
I am but an idiot.....
but.. that doesn't deter my getting of the driving license. Wish me luck.
Cheers,
Junwen
Friday, September 22, 2006
9/22/2006 11:50:00 PM
Wahaha.. this time i shall come prepared!!
got to know a new fren from ams today.. turns out he also learning driving.. he recco me a website which has basically, a question bank of driving theory test.. shiok ah!!
haha.. then i try the full question bank for basic theory test at 1 go. 249 questions at 1 go.. super shiok.. i do 1hr+ 2h.. middle still must go 30min break.. or else i seh liao haha...
in the end.. i got.. 87% only.. need 3% to pass =/
Final Score:-
Questions : 249 Correct : 217 Incorrect : 32 Score : 87%
but NVM! this 1 1st trial haha.. sunday i go do the practise session 1st.. then 1hr later i do the evaluation test again. this time SURE PASS. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
9/21/2006 06:54:00 PM
sigh.. i screwed up!! Basic Theory Evaluation i score only 54 out of 70! aRGh!! that means i cannoy take my basic theory test anytime soon!!! NOO!!
damn sian... i see the other ppl question so easy.. my question so hard 1.. nb... sian sian sian...
Monday, September 18, 2006
9/18/2006 11:44:00 PM
hmm.. these few days quite ok sia... nothing much happening..
went for my 1st theory lesson on Sunday.. argh.. back pain ar!! the chair is so #%@$ uncomfortable... then have to sit there for 1hr40mins..
thankfully i only went for 1 lesson .. i never booked the earlier lesson bcos it was at freaking 8am.. omg.. zz.. cant wake up and be there by 8 la!
so i went for the 9.50 lesson instead.. 1 down.. 3 more lesson + 2 evaluation + 2 tests and i'll clear all my theory stuff! yippee!
this thurs take 1 more lesson + 1 evaluation. then i can book my basic theory test le!!
shiokz! must learn more driving~~
*I lub ma pillow!*
Friday, September 15, 2006
9/15/2006 09:05:00 PM
hurhur..
i forgot to mention 1 important thing.
I'm learning driving! haha... i finally realised.. i could not relax anymore.. i have to follow advice.. that.. it's is the best to learn driving during ns life.. so.. here i am! off to a start!
signed up yesterday & spent 200 bucks already... sigh.. pok le.. off to a start! gonna clear my basic & final theory 1st.. then slowly do the practical lessons lol.. keke...
tired le.. tml still have to work.. ciaoz!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
9/13/2006 06:21:00 AM
oh gosh.. i am so freaking tired! TIRED TIRED TIRED. 3 days of waking up so damn early in the blardy morning.. (monday 4am, tuesday 3.30am, today 5.30am).. damn shag...
lucky tml is my day off.. then i can go bbdc~ but sian.. saturday need to work... bleahz..
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
9/12/2006 08:02:00 PM
I just wanna say.... I LUB MY BOLSTER!!
keke..
thank you to my dear bolster who have been with me through thick & thin, happy & sad. Always there for me to hug and go to sleep...
lub euu bolster! always so nice to hug, and wont complain when i basically kick you off my bed when asleep and leave u down there on the floor for hours...
*MUACKS*
esp when now many many exercises coming on... i need u the most~ lubb u~
Friday, September 08, 2006
9/08/2006 11:38:00 PM
Nothing! absolutely nothing! no updates no stories no gossip no grumbling!
haha.. nothing at all!!!
i'm being an idiot lolx..
keke.. really nothing much la lolx... legs both muscle ache..
just heard something real nice on tv.. "When you have nothing, you'll have nothing to lose". very very alike to my current situation lol..
my sis borrowed Fast n Furious: Tokyo Drift from fren.. yay.. can watch..
and she's now hogging the vcd player with some korea show about the modern day royal korean palace. (the Jing San Shun she watched 3 times liao.. 4 if include tv 1..).
Nothing more! that's all!
one sad thing, i never went to jss npcc's passing out parade. but.. sooner or later, i'll never step into jss ever again.. this shall be the 1st time that i'll be missing of the many many times later on..
Sunday, September 03, 2006
9/03/2006 11:23:00 PM
It's RSAF Open House 2006!haha... went with my buddy's fren, Jasmine, and her friend, sherlynn. the trip to eunos was fast.. but not the trip from eunos to paya lebar airbase... super jam again~~ reminds me of last time airforce school.. everytime sleep in bus, cos jam until damn long..
the shuttle bus arrived at airforce school, which we would walk over to the display area.. just nice clear the security checkpoint.. Saw the F-16 takeoff!! then the aerial display started... tyco.. if 1 later bus, confirm + chop miss the show le... the F-16s all too fast .. haven zoom my camera.. then all fly away le lol...
Look at the crowd... and these dont count those hiding in the shade of the hangars!!it was getting too damn hot.. until i had no mood to take photos... i'm currently sunburnt and my skin is flaking off, esp on my nose =/
2 X F5s refuelling from a C-130 tanker
Chinook carrying Pegasus Artillery
Apache! so many ppl sia..
SuperPuma
cockpit of superpuma..
E-2C!! hahaz! my squadron plane!
haha. finally can take with my own squadron de plane..
dunno can post this or not.. but this angle looks nice. Jasmine is gd photographer.
35mm orkielion (dunno how to spell) anti-aircraft gun. got free ride.. i got video on it..
Hais.. Leaving the open house sunburnt & hungry...
But last before least,
Sher, Jasmine, mE
020906 RSAF Open House 2006 @ Paya Lebar Airbase
Friday, September 01, 2006
9/01/2006 10:28:00 PM
woohoo.. tml gonna go with my buddy's sister to the rsaf open house..
my fellow aos all today go already.. so left me haven go lo.. nvm.. tml then go haha.. i planning.. to meet the 1045H aerial display.. hoho!
then hor.. after the aerial display.. go to all the stores and displays.. then hopefully, can get the ride! i wanna take the F-50!! then go all the static display.. view all the aircraft...
and OF COURSE, CAM WHORING TIME. HAHA.. time to take alot alot alot of pics!!!
then... later... go somewhere have our lunch.. after that go COMEX!! i wanna go lookie... see got wat new mouse available and nice.. then see mousepads... and most importantly, 4GB MEMORY STICK!! haha.. 2gb memory stick for my psp too low liao.... cannot have a nice mix of games & songs...
wEEeeE~~~ tml gonna max out my digital camera memory stick!! haha...~~~
sigh.. I'm down with cold.. AGAIN.
thanks to wednesday weather.. hot cold hot cold.. lagi best...
tuesday nite already abit the nose dripping le...
then wednesday.... rain in the morning & super cold inside ops room...
evening go rt... bcso outside raining, so we did gym.. went on the treadmill and ran at a slightly faster pace... run run run run... run till sweat alot... then stop... once stop jialat liao... the outside wind blow + gym fans all blow.. i felt supperrr cold.. ji tao shivering ahh!! then i do leg press, weights, bicycle all shivering.. then ho sae liao. start to sneeze & nose drip le...
then until now lo... i tink kanna wind blow in the morning 6am... then now.. nose kanna again..
sibei sian.. haven fully recover from the last illness, the next 1 start liao.. lucky this time only cold.. just need to bring more tissue papers only keke...
tml(okay.. later!) is rsaf day~~ have to go attend parade in the morning =/
sianz...
