_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Sunday, October 29, 2006
10/29/2006 11:17:00 PM

sigh... tml.. have to go back to work already...

wonderful week i've had.. driving, driving & more driving..

this whole week i've been doing nothing but the following:-

Eat, Sleep, Watch TV, Play PSP, Listen Mp3, Play Computer, Driving lessons.

whooppee... i could sleep at watever time i wished (i.e 2am 3am 4am) and wake at any time i wanted (5am? 10am? 1pm? 2pm?)... r0x.. everyday i just went for driving lessons.. then come back play psp until time for shows to start.. then glued to tv.. until all the shows end, then it's back to psp.. haha.. playing medal of honor & ace combat x: skies of deception on the psp.. rawx ar!!

anyway, saturday was the squadron anniversary at the zoo... sigh.. waste of time siaa!! never dio the lucky draw.. sigh... if only i won the ipod nano.. lol... i've not gone to the zoo for a long time. it changed so much sia... it became so big~ not last like last time lidat.. now got walks etc... so nice.. pity all of us damn tired (we all had to reach the zoo at 8.30am..) we just walk a small small portion of the zoo near the forest lodge (where we had our function). around 11.40 lidat.. we all decided to go out already... reached the exit.. then decided, we wanna eat ben & jerry's 1st before we go off lolx..

wasn't fond of milkshakes or smoothies.. so i order a regular scoop instead.. choose 2 flavours, Chocolate fudge brownie & mango lime. funny combi huh.. but nice sia... the choc fudge brownie is really like eating a cold melted brownie.. not bad.. but what i liked most was the mango lime.. simply terrific.. sweet with a tinge of sour.. just like eating orange icecream.. but much more special.

as we sat there, more & more of our sqn ppl came out of the zoo.. then from 1 table become 2 tables.. chatting all around.. then i became one of the candidates for QBI(Qualified Bu-hao-xiao Instructor) le.. lol.. due to a cold joke that i said out..

then after that went home.. with the free gift.. an umbrella -.-!!
heck.. at least next time can use haha...

hmmm.... i realise that i love to eat sorbets.... esp mango or orange sorbets... lovely..

argh.. i dread going back to work tml... back to the warzone....
anyway, time to sleep... later tml tired kanna kp again..

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Friday, October 27, 2006
10/27/2006 10:37:00 PM

today quite ok.. feeling damn tired.. but yet still go for driving lessons.. bo bian.. book liao within 48hours cannot cancel immediately..

and so i went.. 1st lesson.. kanna whack left right up down center... still kanna scolded... but got improvements la.. left turn not bad already.. wont hold up traffic or strike kerb..

then got a 10min rest in between.. met yee huat who was at bbdc for his ftt... he also pass le haha.. then i went for my 2nd lesson...

different instructor, driving was not bad.. due to the scolding i got just now.. i realised that i drive quite easily and without much problems... bcos i went straight for the next session, that particular printout that u have to print in order to go for the driving lesson did not reflect that i had actually achieved stage 2.02.. but i told the instructor & he acknowledged verbally..
IN THE END, HE CLOCK ME AS STAGE 2.01.. WAT THE FISH SIAA...

I dun wanna spend $58.80 & 1hr40min of driving + aching legs to learn backwards lo... sian 1/2..
now legs damn pain ar...
anyway, i wrote an email to bbdc le.. let them sort it out tml or monday.. see what is their reply..
(click on the pic to see clearer)

damn sian lo...

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Heh~ i got a very nice bday gift! i passed my final theory test~

1st up.. basic theory!

ANDDDD~ MY FINAL THEORY TEST~~ yayy

lolx.. all passed in 1 attempt. i must be damn lucky.. still cant forget the time where i failed my basic evaluation..

and as a very memorable day arrives soon.. this remains on my table. unopened & preserved with loving care.

noone knows why this bottle of m&ms is still on my table.. which, despite repeated reminders by my mum to eat it, still remains uneaten... and it shall remain.. preserved.. until one day, where it's contents will be replaced by something else.. if the ants attack =D

this will be forever only be known to me... this bottle brings back very gd memories.. and the occasional tear to the eye. with that, i shall go off and sleep.. tml 3hr30mins of driving again.. i really stressing myself this week.. mass driving...

waiting for you

Wednesday, October 25, 2006
10/25/2006 11:37:00 PM

hais.. i am older again... reach 21 le... sigh... y age cannot go down 1.. must always go up..

today,, 2 lessons of driving again... 1st lesson... starting abit unused to the different car type.. then after that swee swee no problem...

but... 2nd lesson... super lot of problems... car stall like free 1... starting 1st thing move off niaa!! CAR STALL LIAO.. kanna bua by instructor... sigh lol..

haha.. anyway, it was a nice birthday.. thanks to all who wished me happy birthday esp those from thegamingnet. thanks all~~

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
10/24/2006 08:59:00 PM

last.. 3.. hrs.. of my kiddo life. lol..

wah lau.. turn 21 then cannot play kid liao.. have to grow up and mature... i wanna stay young!~

now end of 1X journey, embark on 2X journey towards 3X.... AHHH~~ I DUN WANNA GET OLD.

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Monday, October 23, 2006
10/23/2006 09:28:00 PM

wHee~~ today went for double lessons of driving again~ nearly the last 10mins, my legs gonna cramp already...

starting drive.. abit piu.. then 3 rounds round the circuit then go out to road le hahaz.. shiok ar!! i lovee going to the road.. at least it's not so damn mundane than in the circuit.. go out can see sights too lol.. can see many other cars.. can see scenery.. can see people.. can see chiobu also!! haha!!! really la.. although more dangerous, can really put u on alert. can see how the rest of the other drivers drive, how to react to them etc..

saw some damn reckless bikers who tink they own the road.. basket same as me 1st or 2nd gear nia.. rev the engine until like engine oil is free 1 lidat.. wanna impress their charbo.. they only travelling a little speed faster than mine.. so damn noisy.. .

so fun~ tml holiday cannot.. wednesday i gonna have a gd time driving again haha.. dun care bday no bday.. i wanna drive~ kekez.. memorable.. my 21st bday i spend it driving~

haha dunno wat to celebrate also.. maybe treat my friends or family to lunch/dinner ba.. dun intend to celebrate anyway haha..

drive drive drive more~~ soon i can get used to driving on the road.. then very zai le haha~~

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Sunday, October 22, 2006
10/22/2006 01:34:00 PM

life is still going on for me.. assumed the position of hd ops room on friday.. (as i was the most senior person there le)

and sad to say, i dio with my officer AGAIN. he was just being unreasonable.. one of the officers forgot he had to attend a brief.. then we had to find out where the error was made.. is it we forgot to inform or the officer himself forgot?

as it was 8+ in the morning, we could not reach the pm aos for his explanation, then my officer said, by 9.30 if no explanation, all kanna 1 extra. i was like, "WTF? it's not we wanna find him, he dun wanna pick up call what can we do?" I gave him a very black face. As i am usually sort-of smiling in the squadron, a black face is a very obvious 1.. even my oc also noticed it.

then finally we reached the pm aos who said that he informed that officer, stating very clear description of the process. then explained to my officer, he didn't believe. then my oc step in and go ask the officer involved to explain. then the officer admitted that he forgot.

then my officer just continued his work then never heck care us. wtf sia.. this is airforce lo.. not the army. happy happy give extra. tmd.. IF I DID WRONG, I TA, i'll take all the punishment. but this dont even involve me. not my problem and u wanna give not just me, but all my guys extra. we already get such crap pay already then still working our ass out for u. then u all give us this kind of attitude. how come i dont see u all giving attitude when u are asking us to do stuff for u?

In the ops room and everywhere else, it's the same. this is wat ppl call a "good working relationship". i dont fuck up, u dont fuck up. we're all good. we dun screw u for no reason and neither do u. if u happy happy scold ppl for no reason and keep giving out extras, u tink we will follow u? do u tink as an officer u still can lead us when we dont even respect u? if did wrong and punishment is necessary, we'll take it because it's our fault. but if u punish us for no reason, that's unfair. anyway, this is hurting my guys' morale. everything happy happy extra extra is not gonna make us happy.

Man... i still got 9mths to go.. keep dio with officer then gg liaoz... dio so many time liao.. hais....

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Sunday, October 15, 2006
10/15/2006 09:26:00 AM

yesterday went for my 3rd driving lesson! i last drove 2 lessons at 1 go on last tuesday.. then i made a decision on thursday nite that i would take 1 lesson on saturday so that i will not be "cold" aka rusty driving.

so i went.. after my lunch... couldn't find the instructor face so i tink he dun have the fixed group 1.. this instructor, damn nice sia.. fast & steady. normally they will drive to 1 corner, then talk to u slowly etc. this 1.. drive to corner, talk afew sentences only, he straight away say, "u come over driver seat, u drive". shiok sia! less than 5min into lesson, i driver already.. then drive around circuit for sometime.. mainly concentrating on changing gear from 1st to 3rd.. but to change to 3rd gear means i have to increase my speed alot.. and the circuit is short & packed.. then the instructor suddenly say "signal left, infront turn left, we go out to road for a drive". infront was the exit.. *shock*

3rd lesson GO OUT TO ROAD. then.. go out nia.. haven even go out of the entrance, i panic already.. damn jialat.. then alot stuff happen... car stall twice also.. then fail to brake etc etc.. super jialat.. but nice is.. i had the change to change gear all the way till 4th gear(L plate never goes to 5th gear) and my speed actually reached 60km/h.. in circuit highest speed i reached before having to brake was like at most 30km/h..

the road outside, really unforgiving.. see u L plate nia.. all damn ciongster.. I've got lorries suddenly swerving in to turn. cars taking advantage of L plate slow speed to faster turn.. etc..
got once.. tmd nearly got into accident again. i was going along a straight road then 1 car was gonna turn into a side road. i was going at 40km/h lo.. quite fast & quite near the car. that idiot! HE REALLY WENT AND TURN. lucky i fast. instructor haven jam the brake i already step liao. rather i brake than instructor brake lol.. then he press the horn also. then we stop just nice less than 0.5m from the stupid car. nbz... hate braking so hard.. stupid jerk.. scare the shit out of me also.. imagine 1st time out onto road kanna real accident then gg liao..

next lesson! tuesday! hope can go road again. super fun~~ really different from circuit.

waiting for you

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
10/10/2006 05:10:00 PM

man.. i can only say.. i suck at driving...
hard siaa!!

clutch / brake / accelerator

when moving off 1st gear must release clutch & depress accelerator.. but i everytime clutch haven release enough i step too much accelerator liao.. basket.. then the car at there stationary but engine rev super loud.. so paiseh -.-!!!

sigh... my changing of gear still like shit.. after gear change must slow release the clutch.. then i release unti like shit.. then never step accelator... either i release already never step accelerator or haven release then step accelerator..

super piu! learn 3hr30min driving.. my left leg aching liao.. keep have to step the clutch.. seh~
but really piu... car stall 3 times.. then 2 times almost cause accident...

PIU AR~~

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Monday, October 09, 2006
10/09/2006 08:55:00 PM

YaY!~ tMl my 1st driving practical lesson! song ar!

haha.. tml must eat very early lunch.. so that i got energy!

tml i book 1 shot 2 sessions. 12.05 -> 15.35.
3.5hrs of driving lol.. i tink arms and legs sure super pain ar..

hopefully i can learn as much as possible.. then go road le! hahaz..
hopefully tml no haze also.. if got haze then damn jialat liao...

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Saturday, October 07, 2006
10/07/2006 11:36:00 PM

nothing happened in the last few days.

I've booked my 1st driving lessons! on 10th Oct Tuesday!

I booked 2 lessons together back-to-back. so i'll be learning driving from 12.05 to 15.35. 3hrs of driving! lololol

i wanted to take half-day leave for driving on 10oct (have to clear leave). but the officer very wat.. he say since take half day, might as well take whole day. then he made me take AM OFF & PM LEAVE. LAGI BEST. shitz lol..

anyway, my squadron anniversary is on 28th Oct at the zoo! have to pay sia.. but can bring 1 partner along foc. cant bring kids though or else i sure bring my lil cousin go. and i cant bring a guy fren along cos they made it clear that whoever brings a guy fren is brokeback lol. sooo... any girls wanna go wib me to da zoo??

but tink of it, I haven been to the zoo for ages. mmm..

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Thursday, October 05, 2006
10/05/2006 06:33:00 PM

haha.... so happy today!!~

i've passed my Basic Theory Test! No need to take that exam ever ever again!! haha..
and i've got my pdl le! wah lau! cost me 25 bucks..

now left.. Final Theory Test.. then i complete my theory part... got pdl then practical lesson can go out and drive with instructor beside me already.. lol....

yay!! my pdl!!

soon i will be learning how to drive le!~ weee~

- Misc-

sigh.. sometimes i feel so empty.. dunno what i'm doing.. like no purpose in life lidat.. learning driving also dun feel like doing something in my life lidat.. damn empty feeling. bleahz

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Sunday, October 01, 2006
10/01/2006 09:31:00 PM

hehe.. i cleared all my theory lessons & evaluation today!
theory part.. left the TP Basic Theory Test (BTT) & Final Theory Test (FTT)

evaluations have expiry time 1 hor... sian... there is a date where i must take and pass my theory tests respectively.

BTT: By 8 Oct 2006
FTT: By 1 Nov 2006

i'm taking my btt this thurs! MUST NOT FAIL!! then i will clear all the theory.. then i can start my driving practical lesson soon! hahaz.. i already booked them for the end of the october.. i took 1 week leave on the 23-27th Oct. my bday week lol.. gonna ciong for driving ar! lolx..

as i was bathing, i had some thoughts.. (i always full of thoughts when i bathing), next time.. my gf (if i EVER get 1 again) bday hor, i gonna give her 1 nice surprise. i'll go to maybe where she work/study/course.. then cham siong with the management.. then they'll play a recording of me talking into the mic.. before the bday song plays and i enter the place with a nice lil bday cake, beautiful flowers and a cute furry soft toy. then i'll kiss her infront of everyone (classmates, colleagues, watever whoever). then give her 1 superr big hug. then we'll go to some romantic restaurant have our dinner before we go to some romantic place then share the remaining time together.. awww... so lang man ah! machiam perfect lidat.. but this is only thought. tink easier than doing lol....

anyway, today ish children's day! i'm a very old child! and i bought a gundam figurine! lol... no la... i bought for my lil cousin.. he is sooo cutee.. then he fanatic with gundam.. so i bought him 1 of the gundam that he dun have lo... bought a Freedom gundam for him.. cost me $32.95. but in return for a kid's genuine smile. it's worth it. keke

tml work 7am! i tink i surf abit net then listen mp3 then go sleep le! BTT this thurs! KAMBATAE!

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