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This is my diary..
where I shall write about
my life, my days, my feelings
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Monday, May 25, 2009
5/25/2009 12:47:00 AM
Didn't talk to her much today..
She's feeling super stress now.. went back to taking 'sweet'..
sigh..
meet up for awhile just now.. we just talk abit.. i didn't have much to say... maybe i finally ran out of topics le ba... so i generally kept abit quiet...
had a little craving for sour stuff.. so dun care going to cough or not.. bought a pack of chipsters tomato flavour..
Dunno.. I feel i've become dependent on avalyn & peng.. i'm very used to them already.. They brought me out of my shell..
Sometimes i feel i need to go back in my shell.. living my boring life..
dunno... i always tell her that if she finds someone else that she really love.. then i will wish her happiness..
Well... it's a high possibility.. i am not the best and definitely 1 of the worst..
I've thought of this before.. I realise Love itself is really very weida.. I love her till the point where i just want her to be happy.. I'll do anything and go to any lengths just to relieve her stress & make her happy... even if she is not my gf...
Getting her as my gf is really a remote possibility.. thought she say she got abit like me.. which had me staring at that sms repeatedly for a damn long time.
Well.. i dunno what i will do if she has another guy as bf.. probably i'll just go back deeper into my shell.. maybe i'll just slit my wrist.. haha.. really thought of that before...
i dunno.. I've done all of what i can.. I've cracked my brains and did anything i could tink of... wonder what else can i do... sigh..
waiting for you
ME
Name: Junwen
Bday: 25th Oct 1985
Age: 22
Horoscope: Scorpio
Sex: Male (Duh ._.)
Job: Network Engineer
Fav color: Blue!
FAv mUsIc: anything that's nice (prefer soothing music)
FAv FoOd: Peking Duck, Chilli, Lettuce w/ mayonnise, Brocolli, Root Beer, Kikapo Joy Juice, Mango Juice, Orange Juice
Bad Pts: Nerd, Stupid, small brain, Short, dumb, idiot, unsensitive, useless, wooden block, pessimistic, big mouth (more to come)
Gd Pts: For people to find out! But i tink dun have any la.
Characteristics: Talkative, always smiling, dunno directions, pro in sleeping at anywhere, blur
Wish List
Girlfriend
New watch
New Shoes
New Ext Harddisk
New Bag
Driving License
New earphones
New Specs & Contact Lenses
Black PSP
Swat 3:Elite Edition cd
Ipod Nano
Ipod Cover
Roller Blades
CCNA Cert