_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Monday, March 31, 2008
3/31/2008 02:09:00 AM

OoPsIe... last day of my off le... still haven go run yet lolx.. always either sleep or eat... then got spend half a day to play game also... lucky i got spend some time to study also haha.. arbo waste 4 days of off le...

fixed my fren's fren's macbook just now.... then keep sleeping the whole day.. i tink i sleep 1 side... now abit stiff neck... abit cant turn right side lol...

dum dee dum... i wanna go slp now~~ but too awake lol.. tink afternoon sleep too much..

waiting for you

Friday, March 28, 2008
3/28/2008 06:23:00 AM

This is the 4th night already...

Super uber shag... but cant get to sleep much..

Didn't have to do the routers anymore.. the newcomer helped to load the ios images already...

So everything's fine now...

I did a very stupid thing just now.. dont wanna talk about it...

I've decided to concentrate on my work & studies..

This weekend.. I will go out for my long-awaited exercise.. bones are creaking aches are coming...
then i will continue to study... prep for my CCNA.. which after that, a degree.

The road ahead is tough, but i will survive and prevail..

waiting for you

Wednesday, March 26, 2008
3/26/2008 07:53:00 AM

Ahhh~~

Got routers routers and more routers to do~~

haha... suppose to be free at night shift.. but suddenly pop up... need to check the IOS version and some things the version must support...

sway sway dio the sway 1. the current version on the router cannot support the HWIC card~~ siao liao ahh~~~ all gan cheong liao... we downloaded several versions but cannot work leh..

so we keep test test lo.. keep loading and loading all the IOS versions... until finally! at 3am!~ I got the correct 1~ finally the HWIC card can be detected!!! lolx... after loading the ios.. then do testing etc... confirm is working! shiok ah.. continue to do more routers.. until the 5th 1.... the flash mem got problem 1... try loading the ios image via tftp keep have error... and error occurs at 86% transfer.. which is like... 10-20mins wasted... i retry retry for 2hrs+.. pek cek. dont want to play le... put aside and rest and prepare my shift reports...

Sigh~ my linksys wireless router cannot tahan my bittorrent lolx... mayb should borrow a Cisco 877 from my boss.. then bring home use... lolx!!!

but for now.. download anime / taiwan show must disconnect the wireless =(

waiting for you

Monday, March 24, 2008
3/24/2008 02:35:00 AM

ahaha... i never blogged for so long!! but should be long post~

haha... my macbook was off for repair in an hurry... and i forgot the pw to my blogger acct~~
now my macbook is back.. but got abit of problems... >_< the old hdd, which contains all my data & some of my study notes, when put into the new macbook, windows crashed~~

now bo bian have to use a new hdd for the macbook.. then have to reinstall everything~
have to install Mac OS Leopard.. then partition hdd for windows with bootcamp.. then install windows xp... then install bootcamp drivers... then patch windows... then install antivirus.. and programs etc...

split it over 2days to do...

haha... went out with liwan on saturday.. haha... go bugis 4 Horse Street temple pray pray (ahaha!! i got pray also 1 lo).. then after that went simlim... i bought a wireless router! haha FINALLY! then we went walk walk haha.. saw cindy jie with yean.. lol... had a fun time on sat. ok i admit i was a lil bit naughty hehehe... we had a really happy time, well for me i felt it was happy haha.. and we saw the ipod touch at wheelock! omg! it's nice la! too bad i got no money to get it also.. haha.. but getting it will be wasting my money also.. rather save the money for my studies.

So far my wireless working fine... keke... QoS seem to work pretty well... i spent some time slowly configuring it de lo.. signal-wise not bad.. some blind spots get 4 bars.. or else it's 5 bars all around the house.. lolx..

sunday = slack slack slack.. sleep till 2+++ then wake up haha... just rot there... wanted to watch jurassic park on channel 5.. but my mum wanted to watch the SPOP concert.. so nvm lo... i go rot...

Monday~ work nite! 4days! Study time haha...

waiting for you

Friday, March 14, 2008
3/14/2008 11:33:00 PM

Freaking shag la!

the past 4 days have been terrible. have been working my brain off like mad... so many things to do... not enough rest..

I worked 3 night shifts and left for home on monday 8am... then the next day, tuesday, work 8am. freaking disruptive to my sleep ok? then tue - fri 8am - 8pm.

tue wed still ok... alot of thing but can endure... thurs is really the killer..
my colleague fuckingg $%@$#. stuck at customs cannot come back to singapore. WTF PASSPORT LEFT IN KL!?!

so i fucking solo-ed the whole fucking day. somemore suddenly an explosion of things to do. do this do that..... really is do till blur... lucky the level2 engineers and my managers help to settle.. or else i tink i will just die there la.

today also work like siao.... heng got benny around... he handle quite alot of the load... basically.. today i'm just wasted la... super seh... was late for work today.. lucky benny cover for me...

so much work today. somemore 2 meetings.. almost dozed off during the meeting.

i really very mentally exhausted already... i really cannot be bothered about alot of thing le.. Customer unhappy? not my problem. Important customer must resolve the problem fast? Wait and queue up to my list of outstanding problems. Urgent? Ya i got alot other urgent stuff too.

So if u're one of the people i bothered about, then pls count urself lucky.

Cos i cannot say that i am in a good mood either. Basically sleep routine disrupted. work neverending. pressure building up. work piling up. no free time for my own stuff. barely touched games. additional workloads... bla bla bla...

now i'm taking on the scheduled maintenance stuff and the iso thingy.. and the idd line reset.. tink new staff coming sure i am the one to train them... then we are taking on IDD/voice support too.. really start feeling the stress already. somemore all these is ontop of my regular duties..

sigh. cannot be fucking bothered.

waiting for you

Monday, March 10, 2008
3/10/2008 01:28:00 AM

After tinking for 2hrs, i tink i finally enlightened myself.

I know what to do in the future already.

no time should be further wasted pondering. time should be put to better use, like enriching oneself and working towards the better future.

People come and go, but friends are forever.

waiting for you

Sunday, March 09, 2008
3/09/2008 07:00:00 AM

oh gosh.. 1hr to go... i'm really really very very tired... i dozed off several times tonite already...

my colleague today called me at 3.30pm... so yea... i got like less than 4hrs of sleep... after that cannot go back to sleep... i slept all the way to work in the bus! super tired can!

Tonite the workplace is soooo coldddd!!!! even the guard complain is cold.. perhaps it's raining outside, we dont know.. cos we got no windows here..

Basically, now i'm cold & tired... like those ke lian puppies... wan hughug <(^^)>

i tink i'll collapse on the bus journey back home... super tired can!

waiting for you

Saturday, March 08, 2008
3/08/2008 03:25:00 AM

i just feel bored.. i just feel tired.. i just feel frustrated...

nothing goes well at all..

Sucks.

A cisco router command that i cannot remember.. sigh..
a damn Speedtouch 546v6 router that is a piece of crap...

gotta test 3 new "lousy-looking" models of routers... and submit a report by end of sunday shift..
freaking busy schedule next week no thanks to my colleague returning to malaysia for election & to attend a wedding.

+ some other stuffs that i dun wish to say out...

maybe i've been looking at things too seriously... should try to look at things in a lighter mood.. so that i can stop stressing myself..

sometimes really hard to keep things within oneself.. when things go too much too many.. just need a vent. lucky got my dear diary haha...
lucky it isn't a book... or else i might have torn it to pieces in frustration...

super sian and bored and moodless now.. where are people! where are the people~ is there any soul awake at 3+!?!?!

Sigh. (I'm just bitching. really bored, sian and dulanz, no1 is alive at this point of time)

waiting for you

Friday, March 07, 2008
3/07/2008 03:10:00 AM

of backaches and knee pains, i'm studying! hahas... but nothing unbearable.. wan to play blade with a lack of exercise is lidat 1 haha.. blame ownself for slacking after ord...

now study the trial test till page 162 le! realised i quite weak in the switches side.. vlan.. vtp. stp.. all this not that zai... must revise more in this area...

haha.. someone said the following bout me.
1. simple minded
2. keep things to himself
3. wants ppl around him to be happy

ppl who are so wu xim to read my diary, what do u tink? lOlx..

waiting for you

Thursday, March 06, 2008
3/06/2008 09:52:00 PM

Yesterday went Queenstown buy my skates.. cost me 207 dollars~~ heart pain heart pain... gotta eat foodcourt everyday to save $$ lol.. gotta scrimp and save..

after that went yh's house to blade... fell quite frequently... and always either land on my knee or my butt... but not bad... know how to blade abit le.. *scratches butt*

yeps... today blade again.. starting totally forget how to blade... actually is never tie properly.. so cannot blade well.. then after that tie better le.. can blade le.. not long later... i blade blade.. got "krak krak krak sound"... omg lol... chua dio... tink one of the wheels is loose when we removed the brake yesterday.. now reached home le.. then tighten liao.. hopefully next time bo krak sound...

today fell alot of times sia~ got land on knee land on butt... then after that my knee had a crack sound.. starting is ok.. now jialat.. knee abit weak..

now all the aches start coming... my back.. my knee my hand, leg... +_+!

but still, I like to blade~~

waiting for you