_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
11/27/2007 05:46:00 AM

One of my colleagues is leaving the company already.
sad to see him leave yea... but he's leaving for a better job prospect.. wish him all the best...

so now he taking leave.. so i gonna cover his duties... so basically.. i'll be doing nite all the way till mid dec... not that i mind though.. can relax, can do my own stuff, can watch movie, can play game, and can study also...

all along I've been going round & round in life, i couldn't see a point to aim to.. there's no aim no objective... either i cant see or simply is too lazy to do so..

Now i see a need to change myself.. hell yea. i need to start studying.. take and pass my CCNA cert then after that perhaps go for a degree..

Hmm.. maybe it's bcos i just watched a drama show that gave me quite abit of sentiments.. yea..

If you dont love yourself, how do you expect others to love you.

At 5+am right now, no disturbances.. i am able to tink better... perhaps i've been just walking along in life.. doing nothing...
Time to wake up & buck up..

HOWEVER, i'll still play my games.. perhaps maybe devote abit less time lo... well.. mayb still the same amount of time haha... Because I am who i am. i change for myself & i remain as myself. Regardless of how much i may change, i'll always be myself.

Lastly, Frenz forever! People come and go, but buddies are forever! Love yA aLL buds!

waiting for you

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
11/21/2007 07:04:00 AM

i take back what i said in the prev post...

night shift has never been so hectic for me.. sian...

night shift not supposed to be this busyy!!

but i happy! i found that there's a bug with this batch of routers! hahaha...

but damn shag.. i am super tired now la.. 50more mins before the morning shift comes to take over me.....

i change my pillow le... quite unused to it... cos the size difference is alot... yesterday try sleep but keep waking up after 2-3hrs... very intermittent sleep...

hope today will be better... the lift upgrading works dont help much either.

AND I'M FREAKING FREEZING IN HERE!!!!!! TONITE SO COLD!!!!

waiting for you

Monday, November 19, 2007
11/19/2007 02:58:00 AM

haha... after today.. should have sometime for myself ba...

recently could be due to my shifts.. past 3-4 weeks super busy ah!!

haha.. saturday went to my cousin house.. then i gave back my uncle his macbook.. then he gave me 1gb ram free lolx.. tan dio liao!

so now i got 2gb ram for my macbook! hahaa

then after that brought my cousin to sunshine plaza buy for him gundam model kit.. his poor dad.. owes the kid 5 model kits.. ouch the $$.. but his dad rich la...

after buy le.. they went home and i went simlim walk walk...

tried to find a better laptop cooling fan... well.. there's a better 1.. over 3 times the current airflow of my current 1 (which i kapok from my manager), but the price is 89 bucks. holy shit. 89 bucks for a freaking fan~ bleahs... no way gonna spend lidat..

Was sorely tempted by the Razer Copperhead~ 97 bucks! argh!! dun like the new range of razer mouse.. still like the copperhead... 2000dpi laser mouse.. but 97 bucks =(
i am SOOOO addicted to laser mouses... esp the lest of the need for a mousepad.

went to T3 on sunday.. i can say.. the area is BIG. spacious.. but they put some sunshades or watever shit at the viewing mall, which makes it hard to look outside, which sucks. alot of shops aren't open yet... keke..

went back to T1 & T2 go see see... they moved swensens away from the viewing mall! shitz....

then after that went budget terminal... really is budget.. i tink it was built on a budget also.. super simple... but super cheap also la haha.. the budget terminal is really smalllll!!!! and u have to take a free shuttle bus from T2 in order to get to it.. was there less than 10mins. 1 arrival hall 1 departure hall. That's all.. eeks..

Monday Tuesday Wednesday! Night shift! hope nothing happens lol... *pray*

waiting for you

Sunday, November 11, 2007
11/11/2007 09:19:00 PM

Hais...

I've been so busy over the past 2 weeks.. when working = pure busy. Busy till i never even be bothered about the 3 new guys that came in..

During off days.. 1 day used for sleep.. 1 day go out... then settle some stuffs.. totally so busy!!

then this week.. suppose to do PM shift.. so i should have alot of time.. but my colleague wanna change shift with me.. so LL... instead of tue-thu PM, i do mon - thu 9-6AM... sigh... lose 1 off day.. somemore cannot do my stuffs...

Now i got 2 macbook pro with me... this 1 that i am using.. and my uncle's new Version 2 macbook pro...

need to install os leopard onto both.. then install bootcamp 2.0 on both.. haha... but i am clever... i install on my uncle computer 1st lolx... incase anyything happens... his com still = under setup.. haha...

busy busy busy~!!

waiting for you

Thursday, November 08, 2007
11/08/2007 11:06:00 PM

Had a talk wih my manager yesterday.. got enlightened somehow..

well.. Life is a learning process... We learn everything everyday.

to say the truth, i will rather wanna work in a place where there is alot of work to do with not-so-high pay rather than doing nothing and claiming a high pay..

i dun like to lead a boring life, wasting my time away. i wanna do things.
actually now being in helpdesk is also quite fun to me... u will never know what will happen today.. will there be an outage? will there be many problems? Will there be uncooperative customers? haha.. one will never know! that's a challenge everyday!

sometimes there are many sticky problems.. it's also a challenge to solve them and make customer happy!

haha... i should make my life even more better... should stop tinking of those sad thoughts... but i'm easy to get sad. but it's ok! i'll always recover quickly. like i always do.. like i always do.

waiting for you

Monday, November 05, 2007
11/05/2007 09:25:00 AM

i seem so dead.. i seem so aimless..

Sometimes i wonder y do i exist in this world haha..

in this world i'm a nobody..

sigh. should find some hobby or aims to complete.

or else i'm simply wasting my time & life away...

or i should spend time on more meaningful stuff...

HEY! Gaming is a form of RELAXATION FOR ME. destressing u know! Destress!!! =)

waiting for you

Thursday, November 01, 2007
11/01/2007 04:56:00 AM

不知为何我现在 5AM 在这里打华语字。
只觉得心很烦不知下一步该怎么走

人毕竟随着时间而慢慢成长
人要经历过无数的考验才能达到真正的自己

这是无数考验中的其中一个吗？
只希望有人能够指点迷津，让我成功的过这人身的关卡

该向前走还是原地踏步呢？还是绕着圆圈走？

时间真的能让一切回复秩序吗？

waiting for you