_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10/30/2007 01:46:00 AM

it's 1.50am rite now.

and i am not feeling tired at all.
night shifts have screwed up my bioclock...

well.. okay... i slept late today.. freaking big jam @ braddell road there... so a normal 1hr20min journey.. became a 2hr40min journey... supposed to be able to reach home by 9.30am.. become reach home at nearly 11.. by the time bathe and ate.. 12 le...

straight away go sleep.. sleep till 8pm.. haha...
feeling damn sian now.. dun feel like sleeping, dun feel like playing game, dun feel like watching anime.. SiGh...

i wonder... do i still stand a chance? or there is no chance at al??
-Pls ignore my incohorent ramblings-

waiting for you

Sunday, October 28, 2007
10/28/2007 07:39:00 AM

it's 7.40 right now...

waiting for my colleagues to come take over my shift.. then i can go home already haha.. go home... sleep.. then wake up for the last shift! sunday 8am - monday 8am!

then i finish 1 cycle le! then mon~ tue~ wed~ OFF DAY. yea~

then thu, fri, sat work 8am - 8pm... stress...

20more mins to go...

Found a test on the web!

~Test~
First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left:
Considerate, traditional, indirect type can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right:
Loves challenges type Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: (Mine sounds kinda horrible...)
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right:
Likes to take care of others, leader type Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

waiting for you

Saturday, October 27, 2007
10/27/2007 03:22:00 AM

i'm bored at work!
is anyone around???

arghhh... feel so sian now.....
anyyonnee aroundd????

saw this exerpt from Yes933's DJ Peifen.. quite nice..

放弃。放下。

放弃是懦弱；放下需要勇气

累了，想卸下一些包袱，放慢脚步

读一读云的故事，闻一闻雨的味道

是放弃？还是放下？

纵然暂且不愿退缩，不能洒脱

抱着这样的梦想

也得以释然

waiting for you

Friday, October 26, 2007
10/26/2007 08:34:00 PM

I turned 22~!

argh. that's another year older.. arGh!
time to stop relaxing and get on with life...

must focus on love & career lol..
well, one has to get married someday... and a career enough to support that.

yep... time to buck up..

had a wonderful birthday nite yesterday.. well... to me it was wonderful haha..
shall not say details at all. hell yea. i'm being secretive =P
but to me, it was good haha...

thanks to all who wished me a happy birthday. thanks thanks.

ok. bday's over. time for work. and here i am. working 8pm-8am over the weekends! bleahs!

waiting for you

Wednesday, October 24, 2007
10/24/2007 04:07:00 PM

wee~

it's the eve of my birthday!
i'm turning 22 le!! argh! soon will be 33~ then 44~ OMG OMG OMG~!

hahaha.....
i change my atm card to a Go! enhanced atm card... but.. cannot do online transaction.. sucks! nb~

tried to apply online for the debit card.. but then still need to send this send that... ma huan~ so next time then go posb do hahha...

ok ppl! where's my prezzies!

waiting for you

Sunday, October 14, 2007
10/14/2007 03:51:00 AM

oh mans.. i'm still awake at 3.52AM...
cant get to sleep... i dunno y.. i just dun feel at ease..
argh.

friday was fun.. did my pm shift till 10.. at 9, desmond was nice enough to jio me along to watch resident evil. r0x0r~
i never watched resident evil before.. just read the book once. but hey! the show is not bad... though i thought the previous 1s were better.. this 1 has more "makeup" while the previous 1s have more gore...

we watch the 11.50PM show... it ended like... 1.35AM... rather short movie.. 100mins i tink.. after that send des's gf home.. then after that it's me, des, chuan heng & kah wee. the 4 of us... went jurong hill to chill out.. chat abit.. and to test out our new green laser pointers. Cost me 55 bucks. but whoa! it's nice.... when it's dark.. this green laser pointer... u can see the entire beam of laser! not like those red 1s that can only see the dot. this 1 has the whole beam! it was terrific...

after we rotted awhile ontop of jurong hill & started getting whacked by mosquitos.. we went to grab something to eat... at our usual place, west coast macdonalds.. went to activate my account @ macdonalds (FINALLY!).. then we used the coupons... 1 extra item for every EVM... and bought other misc food..

we ate till we all felt like puking.. then chill chill.. finally @ 5++, all of us were beginning to stone... then decided to go home.. tink i reached home at around 6+... then slacked till 8am, made a morning call to someone impt, and went to sleep..

actually wanted to go shopping for shoes, watches etc.. but i woke at 1.30 lidat.. and lai chuang till 3+... wanted to apply for the posb debit card.. realised that it's hari raya... banks are closed.. zzz..

i decided not to take the citibank clear card... what i am looking for is a just a cashless transaction.. after discussion with the guys, decided to either get the posb mastercard debit or posb Go! enhanced atm mastercard.. not sure.. see when i free then make a trip to the bank... hopefully this friday which i am off. hahaz.

it's 4.05... all it took was 15mins just to type this post haha.. i'm watching 24 online while waiting..
but i am abit sian now.. so i tink i'll just go lie on the bed and wait for a phone call.

ciaoz.

waiting for you

Wednesday, October 10, 2007
10/10/2007 01:30:00 AM

lolx.. i've been getting lazier & lazier..

i've been using my macbook for the past.. dunno how long la... 2 or 3weeks...
so far so good wor haha.. no problems..

lemme recall what happened in the past few weeks... actually... nothing much happened wor..

except i asked desmond to help me buy a $55 laser pointer. very wasteful yea. but this shall be the item that i will buy with my 1st pay. (erm well.. mayb 2nd pay too haha).

the laser is very the nice la! it's green laser.. and it's of a lower wavelength than those normal red lasers... then u can see the whole beam of laser from the pointer to the wall.. damn nice la~ (ok i dun care wasteful or not! i just want that pointer!!! lol)

cant exactly remember where i went on weekends.. except last sat.. busy schedule.. friday slept abit late (due to special reason hehe), then saturday early wake up go ocbc bank to sign up for the monthly savings plan.. (so that i can save money and wont spend so much). then after that i skipped lunch so that i could go for run.. but super hot.. so delayed the run to 2.30pm.. went for run... superrrr hot!!!! my shoes felt like they were burning... then after run... went home bathe.. then went to sleep (forgot to eat!!).. slept till 8+ 9+... then woke.. hungry... eat 1 pack of maggie mee... then after that went to BEDS (a pub) with my gaming frens... then after that... go home... then.. koon... then... afternoon went grandma house~

then monday it's work work again! sian! 3rd week of pm shift in 3weeks le..

waiting for you