_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Monday, July 23, 2007
7/23/2007 01:15:00 AM

Okay! this is like 3 posts combined into 1! sorry i've not updated my dear blog on friday or saturday.

For i was feeling rather empty on friday itself. It's like... i've just lost a home.. a 2nd home in which i spent more time than my real home. This home has given me many experiences and many memories. Both good & bad memories. I've learnt more to prioritising of matters & have improved myself to take more stress.

Friday
On Friday 3.30PM, i left the ops room for the last time. walked along the corridors that i've walked for 1yr+, finally presssed the button to open the gate out of the squadron and walked out with a heavy heart. But i never looked back, at the aged sign of 111SQN, for i know, I've walked out of this place proud, having done my duty and will always remain a Jaeger.
No doubt i shall be forgotten soon, but i've done what i had to do & left it for the juniors to take over.

At 4pm+, I reached base PAC (Personnel Admin Center), to retrieve my long-lost pink ic. After an endless amount of signing stuff, I finally recieved my pink ic. Never have i imagined the pink ic in my hands... with that extreme side-parting hair that i had before. My feeling was one of blankness rather than one of exhilaration. I felt an urge to drop a tear, for all the stuff i 'endured' over the past 2yrs, this was the reward.. but i never dropped one. it's been sometime(about 1yr8mths) since i dropped tears from the bottom of my heart. Maybe i steeled myself not to cry, for crying would only display your weaknesses, but i do know sometimes my heart does cry.

Reached home.. put my msn nick as 'ORD LO!' well.. didn't really seem that elated, but nevertheless, still happy that i'm leaving.
After that, i cant remember what i did for the night.. except vaguely remembering playing games and chatting.
Decided not to queue up for Harry Potter's 7th book at 7am @ Jurong Pt due to lousy treats. should have pre-ordered at Borders or Kino.

Saturday
Ah. this is a good saturday as i recall. Woke up rather late at about 12+. was in pretty relaxed mood. wanted to go collect Harry Potter but was procrasinating, as usual. =/
got wind of the outing with bmt mates cancelled, so i was free the whole evening/nite.
slacked until 2.30.. before deciding to go to Jurong Point, to purchase the book & several more collar tees for work.
went to Giodano's, but found nothing i've liked.. tried my luck at OP, nice clothes, but none that i needed. Saw Bossini, not bad.... liked one of the collar tees. I bought 2 tees at Bossini, and decided that i was not really in the mood for shopping and hence, went up to 3rd floor to collect my book, the last in it's series, the 7th book of Harry Potter.
Everything was done pretty quick, and i was home before 4pm...
went online awhile... bathed... and relaxed... then i picked up the book and wanted to read. and suddenly realised, to my horror, that i had totally forgotten the storyline of the 6th book (Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince). i was pissed at myself for forgetting the storyline.. but nevertheless, i would not touch the 7th book until i've got the contents of the 6th book into my head. (i could only recall till the 5th book, order of the pheonix, no thanks to the movie itself). and so, the entire night was dedicated to reading the 6th book.

Sunday
I woke up at 12.30pm, feeling rather fresh, from reading the book till the wee hours.
Alas! I could start reading my beloved last book! I have remained true to my stand, and have not flipped a single page of the book itself, until i have finished reading book6.

I went upon it like a hungry wolf, absorbing its story into my craving mind. for hours & hours, I read the book non-stop. the book had me totally glued. The despair, the hope, the love. Despite all the despair and the many loved ones dying, there was still hope. Hope that they could defeat the great evil. and love could still blossom despite the dangers.

I should not divulge any of the contents, unlike those, having received their copies early, who posted spoilers on the internet.
What i can say is, a hell of a lot of ppl are dead. It's more than all 6 previous books combined.

The battle between Good & Evil, Light & Dark will take place at Hogwarts itself.

The ultimate battle between Harry Potter & Lord Voldermort himself will take place in no other than the Great Hall itself. (abit shorter than i would have liked)

and with this, i shall end my longest post ever. and go to sleep, for the 1st day of my job! which is starting, in 7hrs. I've actually wanted to go sleep before posting this tml. but i had an sudden urge to finish this blogpost before going to sleep.

and so here i am, completed this long post in over 45mins, yawning away.
and i shall say bye to this diary and hi to my pillow, which happens to have my favourite pillowcase. Till then, TaTa~

Junwen

waiting for you

Thursday, July 19, 2007
7/19/2007 08:06:00 PM

tml is my ord~ or or ord~

haha... i gonna collect my PINK IC at 1600H tml....

feels so funny.. the very day that i have been waiting for for the past few yrs.. has finally arrived.. and that very moment will arrive in less than 20hrs...

the irony of it all..

and yesterday, 2 days before ord, my junior met with a car accident so i had to cover his nite shift.. ended up working nearly 16hrs... still feel that i am part of the squadron lo.. Once a Jaeger, Always a Jaeger.

but however, i'm still happy!! finally out of that place.. i've been thru 2yrs of ns. and i've triumphed! IC IC FTW~~

Digressing,
Bleach 134 SUCKS . basket.. Shinigami making cakes for a soul's mother... +_+!!!!
wth lol.....

waiting for you

Saturday, July 14, 2007
7/14/2007 11:46:00 AM

oops. i've been too lazy again..
haha..

recently quite shiok... i watched 2 movies in a matter of less than 2weeks.. Tranformers & Harry Potter: Order of the Pheonix.

Transformers was AWESOME. nice action movie with lame jokes. coolz... that bumblebee Chevrolet was super nice la! so chio the car.... abit deviation from the cartoon la.. (optimus prime is a fire engine truck! not a tractor!)
i can only say damn nice la! fighting part also quite fierce... but i like the humans hitting the decepticons more... all the sabot rounds hitting them.. esp the AC130 gunship.. (the 1 big c130-converted-hercules aircraft with all the massive artillery flying in circles and keep shooting alot alot of rounds at the scorpion.)
i like the A-10 warthogs also.. super impressive human-machine fighting factor..

Harry Potter... meanwhile.. was a slight disappoinment. the show was a little boring.. with little fighting.. it was more like focussing on harry potter's feelings & professor umbridge.. the much antipated battle between Professor Dumbledore & Lord Voldermort went on abit like.... crappy i shall say... dumbledore with his red laser & voldermort with his green laser.. then hit all over the place.. they neglected the part where the 4 impt statues in the ministry of magic went to fight with voldermort (with 1 protecting harry).
seemed like a filler to me...

having watched 2 nice movies.. a treat for my brain & eyes. i never neglected my stomach either.. haha.. went for sushi & most importantly!, KENNY ROGERS!! man i lovvveee kenny rogers chicken.. mmm~~

haha.. my clearance is about done~ left 2 signatures... huhur... 1week to ord~
then it's work work!

waiting for you

Tuesday, July 03, 2007
7/03/2007 04:39:00 PM

aha.. long time since i posted..

nothing much has happeneded. except i'm ording! and doing all my clearance..

my clearances are about done.. yea... left afew ppl nia...

my medical ffi is done.. tested hiv NEGATIVE. haha! NO AIDS! =P
then i found out.. despite me eating so much food.. i still 53kg -.-!
nvm... not too heavy is good also haha...

went for steamboat buffet @ bugis last sat.. then when walking out of bugis junction.. suddenly 2 groups of ppl started fighting.. wth sia.. they were fighting outside bugis junction.. but the fight spilled over to inside the mall... ZAO ARRR~~ all of us siam faster.. dun wanna kanna whack also...

in the end, we went 1 big round and exited at another place... after eating.. we wanna watch movie 1.. but then too late for last train home.. then after that wanna go play pool.. all queue full.. ll... in the end all of us go tcc slack... slack till last train then all go home... rofl...

now start to mass clear leave le haha!! but this friday my off may be cancelled.. tmd... and this thurs.. they are trying to make me work NITE SHIFT.. wth... ord personnel still need to work nite shift somemore basket.. NO WAY MAN. NO WAY.

then next monday I ON LEAVE. THEY WANNA RECALL ME COME BACK WORK SHIFT. WTH LO.. i got 6 ppl around... dun tell me all cannot lo... ppl on off & rugby training cannot come back do shift.. then must tell ppl on leave to come back do shift. wth sia.

i tink i too nice in the squadron already. everyone starts stepping over my head.. bleahs.

yay~ next wk book dental ffi~ then get 1 more signature! clearance is gonna finish soon!

waiting for you