_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Sunday, May 27, 2007
5/27/2007 11:59:00 PM

had a rather nice weekend... which didn't serve to improve my illness..

on thursday nite kanna fever... so i took mc on friday.... spent the whole of thurs nite & friday morning in bed... took some fever pills & my cough medicine... then cover blanket... sweat out le feel alot better..

evening went for dinner with chengyi,chuanheng & weijie @ swensens(cos everywhere else was packed) then after that watch Pirates of the Carribean 3 with desmond & others who joined us later
.. tix already booked le.. dun go still have to pay.. so wth, just go lo... 2hr40min lidat.. backbreaking... alot part not nice 1... quite boring... only during the ship battles then fun...
after the movie went for supper (swensens seldom fill my stomach w/o icecream. but sick = no icecream). by the time eat finish liaos.. 2.30am le.. mum sms to tell me go home.. so i went home lo.. then the rest of them went to des house for the jacuzzi. wish i was with them.. but i was starting to cough badly so i had to go home take medicine..

saturday went out with my dcnt classmates.. went to tian tian huo guo... damn crap la.. the food sucks.. then we had to squeeze into a place so small.. but got the company of frens la.. nice also.. we clear out their box of meatballs lolx... they see liao sian 1/2... then after that.. they wanna go ktv drink... bleahs... i got no voice cannot sing... sick & on medication cannot drink... so i left home early lo.. haha

today went to grandma house... at there super slack.. either sleep or play psp... then the result? now still online writing in my diary. bestest...

sian.. tml have to work again!! BORED!!!

waiting for you

Thursday, May 24, 2007
5/24/2007 11:59:00 PM

This whole week has been a havoc for me..

i've been losing my voice real bad... monday went to work despite sore throat and began teaching the new guys... afew hrs of lecture.. go home straight away no voice..
the next day go polyclinic report sick! totally no voice sia! 1st time i lost my voice...

then after that...wednesday go back... quite ok.. voice 70-80% back... teach abit.. let the juniors teach the new guys lo...

on thursday... voice come back 90% liao... then teach abit with juniors... then.. the new guy is soooo f-ed.. that he made me damn piss off la... i scolded him upside down... and now.. my voice no more again...

went home ate dinner... after bathing felt feverish.. then after that stone in bed already....

yay tml mc! aha... evening time go jp watch Pirates of the Carribean 3 with desmond they all. keke.. hopefully by then.. not sick le..

waiting for you

Thursday, May 17, 2007
5/17/2007 06:34:00 PM

sighhh... so long never write in diary le...

today i failed my tp... ARGH.. thanks to the damn rain... it came as a sudden heavy downpour.. cant see anything.. as a result.. i failed my tp..
but as an excuse, it was raining super heavily & i was given test route 8, 1 of the worst..
sigh.. warmup was ok... quite good infact.. but phark~ y must it rain~~

but it's ok! next time i shall pass! hopefully next time no rain... then everything swee swee.....

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 08, 2007
5/08/2007 11:59:00 PM

Cant get to sleep...

frustrated...

I'm not happy. and i dont like this feeling.

today morning my oc called me.. just to gimme a scolding before saying that he will clear my off today.

IT AINT MY FUCKING FAULT.
idiot josh told me he no ndp duty today at freaking 9.45pm yesterday. so i told him i'll take my off today. my oc f me that y i everything y so last minute plan.. but me today taking off WAS THE ORIGINAL PLAN. due to all my aos having something on.. i decided not to take off, just for the sake of this damn squadron. when josh (one of my guys) said he was free from ndp duty & offered to take the morning shift, i decided to revert to the original plan.. as a backup, i sms-ed my oc to inform him.
but wth.. today he still call me in the morning just to f me. josh never backed me up..

I'm sick of being the good guy.. Everyone keep stepping over my head... I've had it.. i tried to be the good guy.. letting my guys go off early AGAINST THE RULES just because the officers dont let us go off early.. i let them take off at the expense of me getting scolded by officers for approving. i let them select their days off at their own discretion.

but this is getting too much.. way too much.. josh, my this junior, is stepping out-of-bounds, and he is affecting the morale of my entire team. I have 2 more guys coming in next week and i do not wish for them to follow their example..

so wat if he's rich, drives a bmw & stays in First Avenue? i dont give a damn.

I'm fucking sick & tired of being the good guy to my guys & the bad guy to the officers. Maybe tml i'll go to talk with my officer or even my oc to see how this problem could be solved..

maybe it's because of this problem that i'm unable to sleep... couldn't keep it inside me... had to find some outlet to let it out... many thanks, my dear diary.

waiting for you

Monday, May 07, 2007
5/07/2007 04:55:00 PM

haha... so hot ar!! today is so @#$!$ hot. that means later will definitely rain...

lolx.. i'm still downloading bleach & 18禁不禁...

bleach is at... 100 episodes.. hehe.. 24 more episodes.. keke...
18禁不禁 is at episode 2.. i'm watching it like... 1-2days after the people in taiwan watched it... that is soo cool yea..

i simply hate singapore tv.. so slow to broadcast nice taiwan shows and always cut scenes.. bleahz...

2mths 2weeks to ord!!

waiting for you

Sunday, May 06, 2007
5/06/2007 11:59:00 PM

nothing much happened over this week.. except i got f by my oc again when trying to take off... dun understand y... my guys wanna take off everytime no problem.. when i wanna take off, sure kanna f by oc 1..

something funny happened today though. my sister got stuck in the lift.. so i had to go to her "rescue" after i finished eating my dinner. (yea.. i was about to finish eating, so i let her wait for awhile.) Turns out that the door was jammed... then i just pull the lift door abit.. it just came slightly open.. so i just manually pushed the whole door open. just like that so simple.. and my sis never even bothered to pry open the door.....

so tired ar~~

waiting for you

Nothing much happened these few days.. except i'm watching variety shows everyday~ have to "clear stock". too much videos piling up...

i'm downloading much faster than what i watch... now i download 18 jing bu jing & Bleach..

my colleague showed me 1 bleach episode... damn r0x la! now tempted.. download ar!!!
now downloading 70 episodes... 70 out of 124... jiayous!! i tink by next mon/tue.. i download finish all 124 liao.. haha... but i got no time to watch... 1 episode ish 22min~~

TP TEST NEARER & NEARER~~~ OMG OMG~

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 01, 2007
5/01/2007 09:55:00 PM

haha.. oops... too long never post anything in my poor diary...

this 10days have been rather hectic... exercise is going on.. yea...

friday 4am go in... saturday also have to work.... then yesterday night flying...
sibei sian...

good thing is... i managed to leech quite abit of stuff from daniel & desmond.. keke..

i've upgraded daniel's psp from v2.6 - v3.10 OE-A'. so he brought his hdd along to leech my psp games... so tit for tat.. i leech his mp3 & movies... lolol...

desmond also i leech~ i leech his mp3 he leech my psp games.. haha...

damn~ today i should have taken off la.. then it will be a long weekend... cos i saw i had to work saturday.. so no long long weekend.. but never occured to me that sunday - tuesday is also a long weekend.. lol... sian la~~~ somemore dio night flying..

whee~~ there's a new show out in taiwan.. 18禁不禁... downloading it~ nicey~

waiting for you