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Nubzz
This is my diary..
where I shall write about
my life, my days, my feelings
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Every sad person has a happy day before
Every start has an end
Every end is a start
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
8/29/2006 05:28:00 AM
oh man oh god oh my oh papa oh mama oh watever...
zzz... it's 5.30am. and i'm too damn tired..
yesterday couldn't sleep.. only slept 3hrs.. so yesterday nite sleep back already.. by 9.15pm, i was already slumped on the floor sleeping beside my laptop.
at 9.45, realised that i already succumbed to the 'Z virus', went to bed immediately... super nice sleep.. little or no interruptions except for waking up once to drink water..
having slept for 9hrs, still so tired... sian.. later in bus sleep lo! hahaha.. last time trained in mrt sleep. now train in bus sleep lolol...
-tired tired tired tired tired, and simply very tired-
*RSAF OPEN HOUSE 2ND & 3RD OF SEP!*
waiting for you
Saturday, August 26, 2006
8/26/2006 11:43:00 AM
yoohoo! hahaz.. u see abit of difference in my blog??
hehe.. well.. i was lazy to find a new blogskin and make all the changes.. so i decided to edit my textbox to make it larger! never mind the background being block!!
Y?! bcos i spent 1hr trying to move the textbox left and right.. adjusting all the size, height, width, left, right.. until i got sian 1/2.. and i just decided. just enlarge until the wordings dont get blocked. LOL!!!!
better rite.. eyes wont pain also ^^
waiting for you
Thursday, August 24, 2006
8/24/2006 11:45:00 PM
i'm tired tired and still tired...
i'm immune to ghost already liao la.. nabei.. this whole mth.. i got 2wks do nite duty... then everytime wait for bus 172 at the cemetery there... super immune liao la.. stupid 172 at nite tapai so long then come 1 bus...
so tired at work also.. everytime last min will have super big changes.. then super headache...
somemore now got new ruling, alot of stuff have to wait until late late then can do. then sian 1/2.. now coupled with super big changes at the end of the day... tapai do ot ot ot..
damn sian.. hais.. life is getting more and more terrible in the squadron.. sigh.. who can save me!!
waiting for you
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
8/22/2006 11:10:00 AM
oh gosh.. i am sooo exhausted... sibei shag ar... yesterday work 7-7.. then very the tired.. fell asleep in the last hr of work lol...
but it was well.. quite busy till time flies... very fast already 3+ 4+ le.. then i had music accompanying me~ from my beloved psp belting out my fav hits..
my junior, joshua, brought buns from Crystal Jade~ for breakfast~ along with 2 packs of tibits.. then i also brought along 2 packs of tibits.. so we had alot alot of food.. so much that our drawer (which we used specially to store food) could not pack all of them in lol...
then they had half day off.. (i dun hab cos kanna punished..), then i just relac by myself... brought in vcd but dun have time to watch sia.. then the officer who punished me, came back and saw me.. then he said.. "do today 1 time extra can le, the other 1 forget it."
WEEE~~~ no more extra le~~~ SONGz!
but also sian la.. 1 digit wrong then do extra... wth...
anyway, now sibei shaggg... yesterday i 10+ sleep until today 10+.. still veryy sleeppyy..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............................................
waiting for you
Sunday, August 20, 2006
8/20/2006 12:03:00 AM
haha... sian sia..
friday morning.. super tired arrrr....
for 1 india guy, the whole squadron got so busy..
then for outside contractors... all come in.. paint the walls.. vaccum the offices, clean the floors & toilets, cut the grass, replace the barbwire etc etc...
y dont they keep doing maintenance.. then only at the very last min then get all the people come and do all the stuff...
hais.. was at the simulator there... they set so strict restriction no us.... cannot go to the toilet in the simulator, cos in case vip wanna use, then.. when visitor haven't leave, noone is allowed to move out of the place.. so basically.. alot of us.. all stuck in that place.. until the vip leaves the squadron.. so.. there's like.. 20 ppl stuck inside... then the officers & my junior all move into the crewroom, where they sit at the sofa talk cock & read newspaper..
then i was outside, chatting with the logistics guys who i knew quite well.. dunno y also.. officers and specs will always be different.. they wont be mixing very well together.. then i'm like somewhere in between.. fren with officers & specialists..
then i talk cock with the specialists until 12pm the vip finally leaves... then faster all go back to eat lunch... then WTH~~ the lunch sucks~~ totally sucks... argh.. cannot take it ar.. all either eat maggie mee or open canned food to eat lol.. damn sian..
hope next wk lunch will be better lol... cos i doing extra next week -_-"
anyway, rsaf is having a open house on 2nd - 3rd Sep 2006 (Sat & Sun). do visit it lol.. i tinking of organising.. but so busy at work.. hais.. see got ppl interested to go or not lo.. haha.. I miss Airforce School...
waiting for you
Thursday, August 17, 2006
8/17/2006 11:55:00 PM
my cough's getting better & better by the day.. now never cough so much le.. only cough the most after every meal. seems my throat irritated by food so after meal will cough..
this week has been a very hectic week. cant say why though. haha... at work very the busy..
anyway, tml got vip visit! then i have to go to the simulator there to be simulator pilot. so that they can demo to the vip how they actually work in an aircraft environment.
so tml have to go in early for briefing.. then have to look smart.. uniform neat.. shoes polished.. etc.. but hor... my shoes kanna scratched till very jialat.. i was gonna buy a new 1 next mth.. tried to polish.. doesn't come out nice.. but heck care anyway.. lolx
haiss...... sibei sian arrrrr!!! next monday & thursday i doing my extra.. but nvm... i bring in psp play =x
so tired... it's 12am now.. later 5+ have to wake up le... i go koon le bb~
waiting for you
Sunday, August 13, 2006
8/13/2006 11:59:00 PM
hurhur...
actually nothing to post.. except my gastric attacks are no more, cold is under control. except for my cough & sore throat.. still not feeling that well... so sian... 1 mcdonald meal then kanna already.... i never ate so much snacks recently.. when i felt like eating some snacks, i got sick.. sigh...
Then my fridge had 1 basket of longans... which i wanna eat but cannot eat.. then see my sis, everyday after dinner, fill her big cup with longans (i guess got at least 25-30!!).. hais.. i tink no more to eat when i recover le...
then got red bean "ice cream", actually frozen red bean soup, which my sis is gobbling everyday also.. sighhh....
what's more.. i have 3-4 packets of tibits waiting for me to open and eat... haven open sick le... now everyday look at them on the table... so gian~~
lolx.. it's late.. tml 6am wake.. sigh... okie byebye. koon time.
waiting for you
Saturday, August 12, 2006
8/12/2006 06:22:00 PM
dear blog, sorry never blog for the last 2 days. was damn sick.
actually went to bed, covered myself with a blanket, and slept on in a hot day without breaking any sweat.. then have gastric attack also...
so now i have... cough, cold, sore throat, gastric...
but mostly recovered le....
hais.. yesterday damn lame.. i sick but feeling better. then they want me to go in work for 1hr 1st before i go report sick. but after i worked, i felt abit more better.. so i didn't went to report sick.... i went to do the presentation slides for the later debrief... do do do... i do until gd then give duty officer check. he check check check, found no problem then went in to present.
come out... then i straight away kanna 2 extras. sian 1/2.. y? one of the figures was wrong. and the oc decided to give me 2 extras straight away. best lo. 2 extras just because 1 single number was wrong. well, the duty officer siam free, never kanna anything. i ta everything.
but what can i do? no matter how i shall argue, these 2 extra confirm i take 1. cannot siam. lidat also sian. lost the point of arguing.
sian.. it's like as if we like to do things wrong lidat... as if we meant to do things wrong. it's stupid la. duty officer check also never see. then what's the point of checking?
nowadays... no privileges & only punishments. life sucks at the squadron now... i starting to dread going to work..
waiting for you
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
8/09/2006 11:46:00 PM
it's national daY! hApPy bIrThDaY sInGaPoRe!!
it's singapore's 41st bday... soon it will be my 21st bday le hahah..
recapping yesterday... went to work... feeling very sian 1/2... packed my home clothes in my bag.. bring along my digital camera.. later declare @ the guard counter. then... found out i forgot to charge my camera... great..
faster charge lo... then i got my dad to send me there later so that i no need take bus(1hr ride)..
reach there.. declare got camera... all the rp so curious sia.. 6-7 of them watching me fill in the form =/
then.. go in... oc wanna find me... turns out.. bcos i did wrong a graph for their presentation, so he wanna give me extra. GREAT. I get to choose a day where i will work 7.30am - 7pm.
so i choose tml lo... tml relac day also.. told my senior tml i working 7.30 - 7. as tml got a couple of aos on national day off... so only left me & the other senior + 1 unqualified junior who is coming in..
And he ask me y not work 7-7? well, not saying he wat.. but it did sound logical. since working 11.5hrs, y not work a full 12hrs?
but the problem is... he is asking me to come in 30mins earlier so that the other senior can come in 1hr later & go home earlier. The main crucial thing is : this senior who gets to go home early, actually turned me down so i had to rush yesterday to watch the fireworks. yeah, he's the one who said "it's unfair to him".
yep. i'm being an idiot, being xing xiong xia zai. but i dont care. piss me off and feel my wrath. u said ok 1st then later say no and made me rush like an idiot. Y should i sacrifice 30mins of my time & do more work so that you can come in like 8-4 and relax? no point!
ok back to after meeting, work work lo.. sibei sian de work....
then lucky duty officer let me go off 30mins early.. then faster rush rush rush to esplanade... changed clothes and arrived at the esplanade like 8.45.. just sat down a short while and the fireworks began.. so lucky sia.. heng i never took cab cos i thought there will be traffic jam..
the fireworks sux -.-!! disappointed in the singapore team... so lousy fireworks.. the only good thing.. was one of the fireworks.. that had 2 parachutes... then all the still-burning-fireworks will slowllyyy slowwlyy drift down... so nice...
stupid fireworks ended in 10mins instead of the 20mins it promised.. then we had no programme... went to taman jurong mac with afew ppl.. then chat lo... time flies when chatting goes on... bery fast.. the time go 3am+ le... mum call to ask me go home as it is the 7th lunar mth.. sian sia.. how i wish we can chat all the way then take 1st bus home.
sighhh... today actually wanted to go watch fireworks.. but i down with sore throat.. (must be yesterday shouting & macdonalds later..) feeling super uncomfortable... so today never go.. saturday then go haha...
sian.. tml have to work 11.5hrs~~~ sian arr... bring psp inside play =x
its 12.30am now.. too awake. cant sleep. waking at 5.30am.. jialatttt!!!!
waiting for you
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
8/08/2006 08:32:00 AM
urgh. i am so damn pissed off.
my colleagues are all screwed up. COLLEAGUES, not frens, mind you.
damn stupid..
well ok, i was the one who asked them at the last min... (yesterday nite).. bcos i was informed of the activity at the last min... at 1st i still held the hope that i could actually manage to change shift with my colleagues so that i can actually go for the activity.
BUT, they all gave me excuses as noone loves to do pm shift. one had tuition (which was bobian), and the other was the ultimate best 1.
*called at about 8pm, his hp off*
Starting he agree to change with me after some hesitation @ 11pm (which he called me back). well ok, great. i was about to go inform my buddy happily that i can make it. then he sms me this stunt.
"I tink you do urself la. It's rather unfair for me."
woohoo. unfair for u. lagi best lo.
okay... u going out with gf... that 1 my fault for asking u.. but just change abit.. also cannot.
THEN U STARTING SAY OK FOR FUCK?
damn stupid. after that i got pissed off and never reply. then he sms me "how's it? Ok with u?"
What do u mean "How's it? Ok with u?"? u already said that i do the pm duty myself and that it was unfair to u that i asked u to change shift with me.
Great. this 1 definitely COLLEAGUE. turbine. He ask me change shift with me, i okok, even to the extent of having not enough sleep or cancelling appointments. He wanna go off early, i also okok. now he gimme this shit when i wanna change shift with him.
Next time, when he wanna change shift... we'll see how it goes about being fair to each other.
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whew* feel much better after letting it out. anyway, i woke up today. realised that i haven charge my camera, and that i mayb not have time to actually go home, change and go out... so mayb i will change in the squadron, try to get a lift from officer car & rush my ass down =/
*sian 1/2*
waiting for you
Thursday, August 03, 2006
8/03/2006 07:19:00 PM
haha... too long never blog le hahaha... too lazy la.. i upload all my photos already very the tired.. somemore this week have nite flying... reach home shag already...
okkaayy.~ pictures. NPNT! (NO PIC NO TALK)

1st look at the aircraft carrier. HUGEE!

The pathway to the carrier..

F-18 Hornet!

mE with F-18 in hangar

mE with F-18 on flightdeck

E-2C!!

mE with the F-18 of their big boss of USS KittyHawk
and lastly,

So many planes -.-!
More pictures @ http://sg.geocities.com/l_junwen/USS_Kittyhawk/
waiting for you
ME
Name: Junwen
Bday: 25th Oct 1985
Age: 22
Horoscope: Scorpio
Sex: Male (Duh ._.)
Job: Network Engineer
Fav color: Blue!
FAv mUsIc: anything that's nice (prefer soothing music)
FAv FoOd: Peking Duck, Chilli, Lettuce w/ mayonnise, Brocolli, Root Beer, Kikapo Joy Juice, Mango Juice, Orange Juice
Bad Pts: Nerd, Stupid, small brain, Short, dumb, idiot, unsensitive, useless, wooden block, pessimistic, big mouth (more to come)
Gd Pts: For people to find out! But i tink dun have any la.
Characteristics: Talkative, always smiling, dunno directions, pro in sleeping at anywhere, blur
Wish List
Girlfriend
New watch
New Shoes
New Ext Harddisk
New Bag
Driving License
New earphones
New Specs & Contact Lenses
Black PSP
Swat 3:Elite Edition cd
Ipod Nano
Ipod Cover
Roller Blades
CCNA Cert