_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Sunday, July 09, 2006
7/09/2006 05:40:00 PM

I'm blogging again because I have an hour before the movie, Pirates of the Carribean, starts. hahaz.. and mind u, it's 60mins, so it's not gonna be a short 1.. i gonna write a compo!

Today is a bad weather day. Y is it bad weather? because it keeps getting dark with little winds and it just WONT rain heavily. small drizzle after small drizzle.. doesn't even relieve the heat -.-

mmm.. today i sold off one of my psp games and so i got back some money lol.. feel relieved that the deal actually went through. no hassles: meet, pay money and pass game, done. amazing how trustful ppl can be. I mean like, i could have conned him or he could have conned me. but somehow, we believed that we wont con each other. and there it is. A done deal with 2 satisfied parties. woohoo.

As i was bathing in cold water in this funny weather(cold water actually stimulates your senses, i feel that it actually makes me tink better), i was tinking about me and the people around me..

i realised that.. most of my frens have not had too many girlfriends.. with the exception of afew flirts keke.. then.. i see the people around me.. getting together.. it's like... they know each other for 3-4yrs+, no feelings known.. then couple of yrs later when i meet them, viola, they're together. Love is SO unpredictable.
Love will always blossom among those who have no inkling that they will someday, fall in love with each other.. awwww... so romanticc...

anyway, I'm like tinking at myself again.. (this time still in the bath with the cooolddd water), I have quite abit of frens, yes. but then... they are all in numerous different circles.. most of which do not intersect.. so it's like having several different groups of frens who do not even know each other...

there's one from npcc, one from my secondary sch class, one from poly, 1 from tekong, 1 from airforce school, and 1 from tengah airbase, one from my online gaming pals, 1 from my psp gaming frens, and so on so forth..

most of these circles do not intersect AT ALL. I'm like in the middle of them.. having 1 leg in everything, but only 1 leg, that's all. I am not deeply involved in any of the circles... and thus i am such a no-lifer. lol.
most of the time i just camp at home.. playing my computer, watching tv or playing my psp..
If ppl jio me out, i dont mind going along if i have the time, but then.. go out got something to talk still ok.. i already 'out of civilisation' for nearly a year.. there's alot of things that i dont know that is actually happening.. i'm talkative i know.. but how can u be talkative if u dont even understand the topic that the rest are talking about.. hahha

and i decided~ My life shall revolve around 1 person! which is! my girlfriend! well, whoever it might be. lol. i have no idea.
She shall be the reason I live for, the reason I'm happy and everything else!

*quickly prays to whichever god of whichever religion, language or race who is in charge of love, relationship all these stuff** cupid ah, god of marriages ah,, watever watever!

*i know i not devout, but whoever gives me a opportunity, i will be devout to wat*

lol.. i do sound desperate huh. the above is simply just a joke in which u people can get a very nice laugh out of. and this is also one of my wildest imaginations also. hahaz...

oh dear me.. it's 6.05! 6.15 have "Just For Laughs". Lovely show.. always watch on the tvmobile. superrr funny. heh. see euuu~

waiting for you