_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Friday, July 28, 2006
7/28/2006 05:15:00 PM

wOots.. i have not been updating my blog so long le hahaha...
not regularly also... bo bian la lolxx... i playing psp game called "Miami Vice"

so nice siaa... everyday complete 1 level.. until just now i finally completed the whole game.. lolxx..
now have to search for new game le hahaha

Yesterday & today.. kanna duty for CAF (Chief of Air Force) Safety Forum @ Pasir Labar Camp. stand in the sun directing traffic... zz.. so damnnnn hot ar!!! then .. after the busyy ushering... everyone stuck inside the auditorium.. then we all waiting for them to come out, so that we can do traffic control & send the ppl home. then we can pack up and go home.. then ho sae jialat.. they talk talk talk talk... talk till 6... then the officers go home.. ok they go home... ho sae. CAF & the airbase commanders continue their talk at 1 table... gg... then cannot pack everything... so today go back pack.. sigh.. heng today finish fast and early.. ho sae~

YAY~ SHIOK~! TML SHIOK!~ i get the chance to go onboard the USA aircraft carrier, USS KittyHawk~~ yippee~ then i asked my squadron ppl, they say can bring camera! WOOOHOOO!!! SONG ARRR!!!

will take as many pictures as possible! keke~~~ I wanna take pic with myself on the flight deck of the aircraft carrier! wonder if they allow or not.

but.. bad thing is... 9am to be at changi naval base... zz.... I LIVE JURONG~

waiting for you

Sunday, July 23, 2006
7/23/2006 11:19:00 PM

wEe!

Due to the high cost of buying psp games, I have decided to downgrade my psp to v1.5! so now can play homebrew and downloaded games! wEEE~~~~

so happpyy.....

okaayy... it's bad to support piracy... but too many games interest me... each game is like ... 60bucks+.. so expensive~~~ anyway, i cant store alot of games also.. small memory stick hehe, have to compete with my mp3 for space also keke.

Now i playing Bleach3~ to play this game... i spent 2hrs trying to get the emulator working... when the emulator working.. turned out that i create iso wrongly... spent 30min trying to find out how to create the correct 1.. zz... and finally! IT's WORKING~~~

the game so nice hahahah... WEEEE~~~~

waiting for you

Nothing to blog. dunno wat to blog.. lol..

Hais.. So sian nowadays... after buying the shirts @ bugis.. i super pok liao... now i got no money buy psp games le!! therefore! i must downgrade my psp to version1.5, where i can play downloaded games.

sigh.. so sian nowadays.. go out keep see those tian mi mi de couples... sigh.. after so long.. i still blame myself... i only have myself to blame.. y didn't i cherish & treasure her.. I did not give her the sense of security.. y y y.. i can only blame myself...
:( everything's too late. Nothing can come back.. What is gone shall never come back, ever.

All girls are in search of a sense of security. If a guy can provide that sense of security to her and prove tp her that he hides nothing from her, not even his feelings, his emotions, his awkwardness or his pride, the girl will put herself in his arms, feeling secure, never to leave again.

waiting for you

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
7/18/2006 12:39:00 AM

Saturday I went out with my officer and afew of the other aos to watch Pirates of the Carribean @ Great World City.. As we were gonna get the tix for the 5.50pm show, i called the GV Hotline and booked the tixs... omg.. 4th row!! lucky cinema small.. so neck not that pain lol... This movie still has alot of it's jokes.. so funny lol.... but the ending sux... it seems like.. they are making this movie as a trailer to the 3rd part of the trilogy... a 1hr45min trailer lol.... 5+ that time the cinema outside like not alot ppl sia... but then.. after we watched finish the show at around 8+, THE CINEMA OUTSIDE WAS CROWDED. we were like shock, little ppl at 5pm, crowded at 8pm -.-! after that we went for dinner at nearby zion food centre.. so nice wor the food... we buy alot of food share.. so nice.. wish Great World City was more accessible.. then everytime can go zion food centre eat already...
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Sunday: morning wake up... go with parents to Crystal Jade for lunch for my dad bday... went to the taka 1st floor 1.. 1st time i actually stepped into a crystal jade restaurant... eat abit dim sum.. the salad prawns are nice.. Just as we were waiting for dessert, one of the waitress did a stunt... she tripped herself over my dad's chair and spilled a cup of lemon tea on my dad. We were like "omfg -.-".. she spilled lemon tea on my dad on his birthday. GREAT. all the manager were like "jialat". then all quickly came and took napkins and started to help dry my dad.. lucky my dad superrr good mood (he like dim sum and this meal is free for him).. then he never got angry... BUT. i was the one who was pissed. Why? I was sitting at 1 side of the table where i was able to see clearly the waitresses at the counter where they put their chopsticks & napkins etc.. I saw the waitress complain to the manager and look accusingly at my dad..

I WAS SO PISSED OFF. YOU SPILLED THE DRINK ON MY DAD ON HIS BDAY AND U COMPLAIN TO MANAGER SAY MY DAD FAULT!?! I was putting on a really pissed off face as the manager looked over to our table and saw me staring right back at her, looking very pissed. then she and the other managers quickly hurried to our table, continued many apologies, and decided that dessert was free.. well, only my dad ordered dessert and we didn't wanna capitalise on this. That waitress was the only 1 who was screwed up but the others were good. So we just let it go.. but it was unfortunate but damn lucky.. wat if it was not cold ice lemon tea but hot tea or even hot porridge?my dad could have been scalded! heard from one of the nice senior waitresses that that person who spilled the drink on my dad was frequently screwing up..and that she sure kanna scolded in meeting later... Well, not my fault she's gonna get scolded.. i didn't ask her to spill the drink on my dad.. we didn't complain about her also...

After my dad finished his dessert slowly, with afew managers nearby, we then proceeded to leave the place.. seems they were really very apologetic.. keep saying sorry... even the bigbig manager also came and apologised.. i give them high pts for that..

after that, i went to Fmen and wanted to buy some shirts.. turns out that there was 20% discount if u bought a shirt and a pair of boardshorts... selected my desired shirt.. then boardshorts... but alas... boardshorts dun have my size... 28 too small.. 34 toooo big.... so in the end never buy...

in the afternoon went to simlim square meet kohb (1 of the aos) and see lcd prices (him) & psp game prices (me).. after awhile, went shopping @ bugis street.. nice sia.. long time no shop.. i actually made up my mind to buy some clothes during this week of leave that i am taking...

went crazy and actually bought alot.. 6 clothes in total... some soso.. some quite nice.. but i like them lol.. spent $60... gonna go broke le....

now i want to downgrade my psp... save money and play downloaded games instead...

For nite, went to the new Chinatown temporary hawker centre for dinner... urgh... all the cleaner sibei chao keng 1... all never clear tables.. bleahz.... it's hot and crowded.. damn hard to find place and sit.. find place liao also wait daamnnn long for food to come.... they must really improve sia...

w00t.. sibei long post arrr.... next time i shall not bounce 2 happening days into 1 single post. hehehe.
tAtA~

waiting for you

Saturday, July 15, 2006
7/15/2006 12:38:00 AM

Hey Hey Hey!

It's me again! hahaz.. *rolleyes*
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today shiok ah.. squadron promotion dinner.. went to eat Buddha jump over the wall at IMM.
nice sia.. quite cute to see that 1 single 'cauldron' actually can dish out 4 dishes each for 10 people..

the food itself okok nia.. best part still the buddha jump over the wall... got shark fin, sea cucumber, 1 whole abalone, mushroom & chicken.. the usual stuff... then after that have my FAVOURITE, PEKING DUCK.

I SIMPLY CANT RESIST PEKING DUCK!!!
for those who dunno, the duck's grilled skin is cut out and put on pieces of some popiah skin and eaten straight away. sibei damn nice. I simply LOVEEE eating peking duck.. but i only like the skin part, as the remaining skinless meat of the duck is used to make another dish.. that i dun care lol..

but the yunan restaurant @ IMM quite cute. they use the meat of the duck.. chopp till very very small cubes.. then add in fried garlic.. and made into handrolls.. mm.. imagine the amount of duck meat they actually reserved for themselves.

quite nice la.. ending that time all sabo officer to sing song lmao... then.. sadly, no secondary appointments after the dinner.. which ending agonizingly at 10pm lidat... the serving of the food was reallyyy slow..
If got go somewhere else, i tink now i also haven reach home yet.. hahaz...

Anyway, I'm on relax mood now. Leave starts NOW! hahahaahhaa!! the whole of next week is my leavvee!! I'm finally on leavvee!! SONG AR. SWEEEEEEE~~~~~ WEEEE!!

tAtA~

waiting for you

Monday, July 10, 2006
7/10/2006 10:06:00 PM

Woohoo.. It's an end to the World Cup 2006! Forza Italia!ITALY WON! FRANCE 2ND, GERMANY 3RD!

i cant believe that i actually woke at 1.45am just to catch the match! after the match, 4.45am liao.. so seh... go back sleep 1hr lidat then wake liao..

6am wake up.. 7am go work.. heng today relax at work.. that's y wont drop dead.. work till 5.. then go for rt.. shiok ah.. sleep 1hr then work 9hrs.. then go for run.. today endurance run.. dunno run past how many hangar sia... just keep run run run -.-!! almost drop ah.. leg super tired.. run finish my leg feel numb 1.

AH YES, about yesterday de match, nice sia.. 5min penalty sia.. then materazzi equalize in the 19th min.. best is the zidane stunt.. he actually head-butted materazzi in the chest. Ouch ah.. pain pain.. ke lian ar... lol.. but that is really 1 exciting exit for the great retiring footballer: Zidane. Perfect. Somemore he got the World Cup Best Player Award. u see in the final, he's crucial in the match sia...

okaayyy... end of blogging. i'm deadbeat... SO TIRED! zzz... *snores*

waiting for you

Sunday, July 09, 2006
7/09/2006 05:40:00 PM

I'm blogging again because I have an hour before the movie, Pirates of the Carribean, starts. hahaz.. and mind u, it's 60mins, so it's not gonna be a short 1.. i gonna write a compo!

Today is a bad weather day. Y is it bad weather? because it keeps getting dark with little winds and it just WONT rain heavily. small drizzle after small drizzle.. doesn't even relieve the heat -.-

mmm.. today i sold off one of my psp games and so i got back some money lol.. feel relieved that the deal actually went through. no hassles: meet, pay money and pass game, done. amazing how trustful ppl can be. I mean like, i could have conned him or he could have conned me. but somehow, we believed that we wont con each other. and there it is. A done deal with 2 satisfied parties. woohoo.

As i was bathing in cold water in this funny weather(cold water actually stimulates your senses, i feel that it actually makes me tink better), i was tinking about me and the people around me..

i realised that.. most of my frens have not had too many girlfriends.. with the exception of afew flirts keke.. then.. i see the people around me.. getting together.. it's like... they know each other for 3-4yrs+, no feelings known.. then couple of yrs later when i meet them, viola, they're together. Love is SO unpredictable.
Love will always blossom among those who have no inkling that they will someday, fall in love with each other.. awwww... so romanticc...

anyway, I'm like tinking at myself again.. (this time still in the bath with the cooolddd water), I have quite abit of frens, yes. but then... they are all in numerous different circles.. most of which do not intersect.. so it's like having several different groups of frens who do not even know each other...

there's one from npcc, one from my secondary sch class, one from poly, 1 from tekong, 1 from airforce school, and 1 from tengah airbase, one from my online gaming pals, 1 from my psp gaming frens, and so on so forth..

most of these circles do not intersect AT ALL. I'm like in the middle of them.. having 1 leg in everything, but only 1 leg, that's all. I am not deeply involved in any of the circles... and thus i am such a no-lifer. lol.
most of the time i just camp at home.. playing my computer, watching tv or playing my psp..
If ppl jio me out, i dont mind going along if i have the time, but then.. go out got something to talk still ok.. i already 'out of civilisation' for nearly a year.. there's alot of things that i dont know that is actually happening.. i'm talkative i know.. but how can u be talkative if u dont even understand the topic that the rest are talking about.. hahha

and i decided~ My life shall revolve around 1 person! which is! my girlfriend! well, whoever it might be. lol. i have no idea.
She shall be the reason I live for, the reason I'm happy and everything else!

*quickly prays to whichever god of whichever religion, language or race who is in charge of love, relationship all these stuff** cupid ah, god of marriages ah,, watever watever!

*i know i not devout, but whoever gives me a opportunity, i will be devout to wat*

lol.. i do sound desperate huh. the above is simply just a joke in which u people can get a very nice laugh out of. and this is also one of my wildest imaginations also. hahaz...

oh dear me.. it's 6.05! 6.15 have "Just For Laughs". Lovely show.. always watch on the tvmobile. superrr funny. heh. see euuu~

waiting for you

Saturday, July 08, 2006
7/08/2006 11:54:00 PM

mmm... birthdays.... so many of my frens are celebrating their bdays in grand fashions sia... sigh....
in a little more than 3mths... it's gonna be my 21st birthday le... dunno wat to do leh.. should i make a big hooha and start a buffet or something? or should i, as per my original plans, live over my 21st peacefully, alone by myself or with someone special..

I'm always self-contradicting.. i want left and i want right also... i must really solve this problem.. sometimes i wanna make it into something nice, leaving nice memories in my mind. or ... i just spend my 21st bday either sleeping at home or going out with someone special.

sigh... wan to make it a buffet, yet no place no money.. but if spend it doing nothing hor, very the dui bu qi ownself.. sigh sigh.. headache...

I realised today that.. though I'm living life as it goes.. seems like.. I've been slogging my life wor..
Today as I walked home after alighting from the bus.. I felt something special.. like all my burdens suddenly gone.. felt so carefree and relieved... dunno y... long time never had this happy feeling since last october le..
perhaps a sudden spike in the europhorin in my blood ba.. that's y suddenly feel so happy.

i must strive to live that kind of life.. no worries 1...
must.. stay.. happy.. and.. carefree..
hope to stay so..

-i will be more optimistic-
-looking for optimistic ppl to train my mind to tink more positively-

or in simple words,
I.NEED.A.LIFE.

waiting for you

Friday, July 07, 2006
7/07/2006 01:08:00 AM

sibei sian arrr..... feel so sian....

tml got the 'quarterly interview' ... still have to tink of this tink of that... must be officer need usms... then he chen zi organise this interview.. the topic for the interview is.. "how to improve your working area (ops room) and ways that will help u to do your work better". oh great.. this sounds like usms...

sian... tml go work.. after work go rt.. after rt go back work AGAIN. zzz.. sibei dulan....

+_+! I feel so bored at home... go work keep work work.. nowadays alot of stress at work.. there has been a change in management.. then the new OCs.. all the new methods and watever... Xing Guan Shang Ren San Ba Huo... so much that an officer who was away on course, come back say everyone is so stressed now..

hais.. i wanna chat with some people leh hehe.. so long never chat le..

waiting for you

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
7/04/2006 10:24:00 PM

waahh... so busy at work ar...

nowadays work like siao siaa...

i start work 2 days nia.. two days ot liao....
everyday.. 8am go out.. 9pm reach home....
sigh... now having super irregular meals...

breakfast between 8-11am (eating while working).
lunch at 2-4pm
dinner at 8-9pm

gonna gastic and die soon.

siiiiibeeeiii sian... keep dio suan by officer...

*6hrs to do presentation slides? u senior aos leh, i expect better of u! y u all need 6hr so long 1?*

omgzz... they never take in account, we may not have the computer all the time, alot of interrupts going on and we have to handle calls also. then got alot of time-wasting jobs to do... somemore have to handle ops.

and yet they complain that we are too free. when NONE of us is actually FREE.

but... we are still better than those ciong-sua type...
however, i still like venting out my frustration. it's better than to bottle up all my frustrations. ^^

waiting for you

Sunday, July 02, 2006
7/02/2006 04:29:00 PM

This week has been terrible...

1st i injured my knee and was limping to work...
2nd got backstabbed by officers at work...

now that i'm finally recovering from my injured knee, i injured my jaw...

zzz... either i sprained my jaw, or my wisdom teeth are expanding and therefore pressing against my jaw.
it hurts like shit... i close my mouth got abit hurt already.. biting is much worse.. had a terrible time at lunch just now... thank god i was eating kway tiao.... "right side pain mah... bite on left side lo..." ya i tried already.. as long as the jaw moves, it hurts.

ow ow ow....

waiting for you