_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle______

Monday, May 29, 2006
5/29/2006 08:20:00 AM

It's monday again! Gosh.. how i wish weekends are forever. well.. everyone wishes that too. hahaz..

Now i feel like a god-damn peon from warcraft.. "Work Work.."
Wonder what SFI is giving us for lunch today...

sigh.... monday blues... but i like blue color! DUH.
haha. wat a lame way to cheer myself up. hope today can go smoothly..

waiting for you

Saturday, May 27, 2006
5/27/2006 07:12:00 PM

went to officer's wedding at grand copthrone hotel. so nice sia..

officer let me go off work early so i had enough time to take a nap and then go to the wedding.
the wedding was gd.. not bad hahaz...

after that we went clubbing with the officers.. about 16+ of us (excluding some who joined us later). Went to thumper.. actually queued for 30mins before we could enter the place... bleahzz...
the music played was not bad.. but it was rather small inside.. the bar itself took up quite alot of space. and they put sofas & tables at the edges of the dance floor. waste of space.. but the songs played by the live band was nice.

As i was feeling rather hungry(the dinner not filling at all..), i did not drink that much.. but the officers... abit high on alcohol, with money to spare. bought alot of ppl drinks, including us (me and the other aos who went).

starting was ok... the usual beer... then the tequila-selling girls came by.. and those male officers.. dunno wanna xian chai or wat.. started buying alot of tequila shots, daring each other to drink lol... then we 2 also cannot siam.. have to drink tequila shots also =/

I lousy drinker.. tequila is a very fierce drink for me.. but i like the lemon slice after the tequila. So i drank only 2 tequila shots..

Later on.. relac abit.. only drink a cup of bicardi lemon.. feeling tired.. wayy past my bedtime... then went to dance abit on the dancefloor.. before leaving in 1 of my officer's car at nearly 3.30am..

going home was abit scary though.. A slightly drunk officer with a Subaru WRX spells danger lol..
starting he kept weaving in and out of the roads, overtaking alot of cars..got to the expressway, which was surprisingly nearly void of vehicles.. then speed was constant and so was the road lane. lol.. reach home around 4 something.. cant remember.. too seh liao.. alcohol + sleepiness is potent..

i bathed and went to sleep. thank god i cut my hair real short and it dried in an estimated 5mins.. i tink i slept at 5? dunno.. Seh liao. Drop dead... woke today at 3pm lol...
now back to being real bored... mayb watch tv ba..

Cheers!

waiting for you

Thursday, May 25, 2006
5/25/2006 11:54:00 PM

It's thursday.. Yesterday I went to my teacher's wake..
met alot of old frens and teachers.. but i didn't like meeting them in this way.. esp only meeting when there is a WAKE.

I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!!

hmm.. tml is my officer's wedding.. gotta go attend after work so it's abit kinda rush.. just like yesterday, but i shall not link both matters together.

Life itself.. is very special.. in this world.. Every moment there is someone getting married at one corner of the world and someone leaving the world in another.

Where there is life, there is death. Where all hope is lost, hope shall always prevail.

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 23, 2006
5/23/2006 11:41:00 PM

Today.. work work again.. nothing much difference from another plain working day.

I've gotten some really sad news..

A veteran teacher of JSS, Mr Wong Kiow, has died of a heart attack on the 22nd of December.
He has been in jss for over 20yrs, well known and respected by many.

His loud voice and disregard for students' hearing has broken too many a microphone for the stage ppl to count. His strictness will be remembered by the many who had bore his wrath.
And one will remember the smile on his face when his classes get good grades or when someone who graduated comes back to school and look for him. His biggg eyebrows will be regarded by many as unique and giving him a fierce look.

He had a special way of teaching his students that during the 1st 6mths of the year, the whole class will FAIL badly. but.. after midyr exams, the classes' marks will improve alot and alot. until end of the yr exams where they would score really high marks.. the classes finally can take in his way of teaching and therefore gain 'enlightenment'.

I personally feel indebted to him.. though he never taught a class i was in during my 4yrs, he was the remedial maths teacher that was assigned to teach the failures of maths in my sec2 period. Every week, twice, i would never fail to attend his lessons. As i was a rather bad failure in maths, i opted to take the front row seat and listen to him teach. as time passed, i finally knew how to do maths.. then test time.. finally i passed! but just marginally.. well, that was an improvement already.. by the time of the end-of-year exams, i could already score 60+ marks. which was a bigggg improvement than my 20+ 30 marks before...

I went on to get Bs and As for my E-maths.. thanks to his teaching in sec2.. eventually getting an A2 for 'O' lvls. alot will say, 'It's just an A2, anyone can get also'. Yes... Easy for you.. but i was like falling down a cliff and caught by a rope that was thrown to catch me and pull me back up.

For that, I am very grateful to Mr Wong Kiow, longtime teacher of Jss.

- Mr Wong Kiow -
- Passed away peacefully on 22/05/2006 at the age of 62 -
- Dearly missed by all -

waiting for you

Monday, May 22, 2006
5/22/2006 09:51:00 PM

It's monday! alot ppl today never come cos clear off days... then i am currently the one with the MOST offdays and yet i cannot clear! cos i am the only person =/

sometimes really so sian.. sometimes really feel.. life is but a dream.. some have good dreams, some have bad dreams.. However, one may fall deeper and deeper into a dream and never recover again.

argh... as i am typing this, i fell asleep infront of the com AGAIN. =/
sorry asyiqin, didn't meant to ignore u =P

waiting for you

Sunday, May 21, 2006
5/21/2006 11:35:00 PM

SiGh.. the weekends is over again... y do weekends pass so fassstt.....
friday sleep... until saturday 2pm... then half day gone le.. play abit game destress.. nite time le...
sho fast time flies!! today wake 12pm.. after that play abit game.. need to go grandma house. =/

then hor.. now.. nite liao.. soon. less than 12hrs in fact.. gotta go work.. new guy sure make alot mistakes.. then who settle all the problems? mE! sian.. from last week already have problem le.. monday go in work then will have to do stuff le.. tuesday nite flying.. sigh* sibei sian..

friday got officer getting married~ he invited us to go to his wedding! yippee! but hor... his wedding start at 7.. my work end at 7.. hopefully... they will let the new guy hold from 5-7pm.. then song.. can go home bath and change.. saf officers weddings always very nice.. got sword party.. then got special ceremony de.. i only saw it once.. now my 2nd time see..

Hope this week goes super smooth! NO OT!! NO BOMB!! NO TRAP! x)

waiting for you

Friday, May 19, 2006
5/19/2006 09:23:00 PM

The past few days were really terrible.. i worked so many hours!!..

Sigh.. i feel so stressed.. esp when the new guy makes alot of mistakes.. everything stress me out.. he take calls, i'm stressed.. He everything "ya ya ya ya, ok byebye". then after that ask him what the person said, he say dunno. i was like "wtf?"

Everytime he takes a call, i'm so afraid that he will leak out classified information or give the wrong information to ppl.. argh...

hope the squadron rewards me with many off-days for my effort.. hehe.. so tired.. gonna sleeep the weekend off.

waiting for you

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
5/17/2006 05:43:00 AM

Wah.. sibei tired ah!!~

yesterday i worked less le! 13hrs! =.=!

hhaaa... now super tired arrrr... zzz....

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
5/16/2006 05:45:00 AM

I can only say.. I'm tired...
yesterday worked 13.5hours.. 7am - 8.30pm..

so tired ah~ until yesterday fell asleep infront of my com..
last week work like siao.. this week also.. but bo bian cos got exercise.

but the officers got hint to me something that has got me motivated!!
Must ma guan zi!! hehe...
must let someone know 1st and then wait for their official confirmation before saying out..

or else sway sway cannot then sian... i'll be fighting for the chance with my 2 seniors... which puts me at a losing edge...

But i shall try my best!! KAMBATAE!

waiting for you

Monday, May 15, 2006
5/15/2006 05:38:00 AM

It's monday again!

hahaz.. start of exercise le~
work work!

today new guy coming!
then i go fetch him.. then can rest for 1hr =x

New week new day new start. haha... kambatae!

waiting for you

Saturday, May 13, 2006
5/13/2006 02:02:00 AM

For no apparent reason, i suddenly feel very stressed...
my officer just called me and asked me something..

it seems that i might have misread the intentions of a senior officer... in doing that.. i may have sabo-ed the officer.... cham.. i feeling so guilty...

now i suddenly feel very stressedd... if only i can find a vent for all my stress, which i dunno what i am frustrated or stressed about..

if u ask me to name what is stressing me, honestly i dunno what i am stressed about. i'm just stressed. i tink is self-induced ba... shitz.. i dunno what is happening to me now...

so i am using 1 of the more effective methods to calm myself.. MUSIC.. listening to music loud loud... hope wont so stress...... :(

waiting for you

Friday, May 12, 2006
5/12/2006 09:31:00 PM

AHHH!! I AM SO BORED!!

NOTHING TO DO AT ALL!

i wanna go library 1.. but whole day just keep cloudy cloudy.. then dont dare to go out...
in the end whole day stay at home rot and sleep!!

today sleep till 2pm wake.. after that sleep again!! zui nie arr!!!
zzzz....

past few days so many things to do.. now suddenly nothing to do.. feel so funny..

argh sibei bored =/

waiting for you

Thursday, May 11, 2006
5/11/2006 11:23:00 PM

shiok ah.. today ot till 9.30 again.. shiok shiok...

sibei tired ahhhh! i never eat dinner till 10 again.. oops lol....

sian.. hope next week exercise start wont be so super xiong...

next week have new aos come, so i am senior le! haha... but have to teach him...

i 1 person do thing very busy le.. still have to teach him...

*rolleyes*

tired*

*kOOnz*

waiting for you

Woo... Long day ah... i worked 12hrs lol! swee ar.. shiok.. work work work work.. had a very quick lunch.. continue working...

then i never ate my dinner even though they bought my share.. just left it there, refusing to eat until i have finished what i was doing...

yep.. finally finish what i was doing, along with some other undone tasks.. well.. at 11.30pm.. hehe.. i got my dad to fetch me home so the journey home was quite fast.. i finally ate a LARGE dinner at 12am+ ^^!

haha.. compensated rite.. lemme see.. 1 packet hokkien mee, 1 packet beehoon, 1 pork-floss bun & 1 McSpicy Upsize Meal. lol.. xiong or not? may i ate abit too much.. cos i now cannot sleep.. and feeling supeerrr full.. got nightmare also -_-! nightmare about work...

haha.. today should be alot more relaxed liao.. most tasks completed! hahaz....

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 09, 2006
5/09/2006 11:55:00 PM

Yay.. i'm home.. after nite flying =/
today went in.. supeerrrr busyyy.. other than lunch & dinner break (very short 1s, eat finish go down), all else is work work & work...

i bought lunch in today.. went in at around 11.30 lidat.. then work came.. piling endlessly! I do until siao then i forgot to have my lunch.. until my stomach started to have gastric pains that i remembered that my lunch is still in a packet.. that was 1.30pm..

dinner time actually also around 6 go and eat.. but then i do work until forget again.. then 7.15 lidat then go eat lol... today ish da 1st day of full-day ops.. i already seh until lidat..

tml still got about 5 things that i didn't manage to do.. tml sureeee have to do until like siaoooo again.. tml nite flying.. i tink most probably i'll do ot or i'll have to come in early on thursday to do... sian.. lucky friday vesak day.. then the new aos is coming the next monday.. then got ppl help me do all the saikang liaoz.. heng ar!

tonite is really shag.. i send 1 msg then fell asleep in bus le..
the reason i am awake now is bcos of 3 reasons.
1. I slept on the bus.
2. I just bathed and hair is wet.
3. I eating my 'supper'.

less than 12hrs later.. or rather 11hrs, I shall be working my head off again! =.=

waiting for you

Monday, May 08, 2006
5/08/2006 05:25:00 AM

It's morning.. 5.30am.. few are awake at this time, even fewer hope to be awake..
sometimes i really sian.. how come travelling time to my camp takes 1hr even though i live comparatively *nearer* to the base..

sigh.. f***ups by the bus services lo... got 1 direct route to there.. yet no 1 single bus goes along that route. so in the end i have to take 3 different buses.. bleahs..

I WANNA SLEEP! *sobsob*

waiting for you

Sunday, May 07, 2006
5/07/2006 10:45:00 PM

today basically nothing to post rofl.

my phone is repaired! morning call them say haven repair finish, evening call me tell me repair liaoz. but that time 4.30 le.. 30min cannot get to wheelock la =/

sian.. see when got time faster rush down to collect my phone.. basket sia.. 2weeks spoil le.. i miss my new phone =(

anyway, I simply love listening to online radio streaming stations. #1988 has a online radio streaming station: http://radio.galaxynet.com.sg:6600/listen.pls eng songs mostly. quite nice =) try listening?

waiting for you

let's see.. it's 1am... Election results are out..

pap won 82 seat. wp 1 seat sda 1 seat
HOWEVER, none of that is my business. ^^

National Service guy heck cares political news. unless they are talking about changing something to national service, esp bigger paychecks than the pathetic amounts that we are recieving every month? hehe..

I'm very, very bored. i need a life.. where are u~
hidden somewhere... where are u~~~

PS: The background music nice rite? I've grown attached to this song le..

waiting for you

Friday, May 05, 2006
5/05/2006 09:17:00 PM

Its' friday.. sibei bored.. took half day off today (off day from working on labour day) for something. but last min cancelled. Actually wanna go library instead, but in the end.. dunno y.. whole day rot at home.. then watch the starship troopers..

sibei super bored.. i sense a need to find a life.. perhaps it's the feeling of impending doom! my 2 seniors will be on course for 1mth+ from next monday.. ho sae liao.. 1 person solo for over 1mth..
then.. just got a call from my senior.. got 1 dua zhong 'project' for me to do.. ho sae liao... gonna busy till seh...

sigh.... i'm bored...

and like the new phrase i like and keep spouting:

This is Life.
Life Sucks.

waiting for you

Thursday, May 04, 2006
5/04/2006 10:33:00 PM

zz.. This has been a happening week.. alot mistakes in my work ah..

so tired... i am tired until i have no mood for games.. i go home very fast sleep le...

i..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

waiting for you

Tuesday, May 02, 2006
5/02/2006 10:13:00 PM

Tuesday

hmm.. no work today! sibei super bored.. actually wanted to go the library to return books and borrow new 1s. However, as of now, I still haven't finished reading the last book! Argh.. sigh.. so today.. the trip to the library is pao tang le.. haha.. sian.. anyway, tml i going to work late and gonna go home very late.. so i guess i may be dropping by at the library to return books and, with luck, borrow new 1s!

pfftt.. i'm really bored with work... how can i find something to thrill me in my life? Life for me has gone back to the dull colours. No I'm not depressed. I'm just plain bored. life in the squadron has gone from exciting to plain over-working & stressing. It seemed that i will hardly leave exactly on time anymore. I would be glad to only have to ot for an hour. Fyi, ot in the armed forces is FOC. -_-"

Damn Damn Damn Bored!!

waiting for you

Monday, May 01, 2006
5/01/2006 11:23:00 PM

woot.. I'm working on labour day! hahaz... well.. working abit.. lol.. I was supposed to go off after the flying had ended and all the necessary stuff done. but the officer (the 1 that was mentioned as LAZY as per before) made me stuff that he ownself could have done. Bleahs.. he wanted a ride from another officer and so was not in a hurry to leave the squadron. Me, on the other hand, wanted to rush to wheellock place de nokia care center to pick up my phone which was sent for on saturday.. but alas.. time doesn't like me.. though I managed to hop aboard all 3 buses (i take a relay of 3 buses to reach my squadron) in record waiting time, there was just not enough time.. well.. I didn't feel like going to town in my uniform on LABOUR DAY. that would really be sooo out-of-the-place.. so i went to buy food in jurong pt instead..

Thankfully i never made the decision to rush to town in my uniform as at around 2+, which i was queuing up to buy my food, the ppl from nokia care center actually called me and said that they needed 3 more days in order to fix my phone. yea yea.. need more time to 'diagnose'. more like they dun have enough time to check my phone. well, i'm cool with that, as long as they dun take damn long.. so 3 days. well, getting ur phone back working within a week is quite reasonable & tolerable..

Speaking of queuing for food, I bought KFC today.. the queue that i line in was my npcc junior, jiani's line. rofl.. mayb more chilli? hehehe.

eH JiAnI, not bad wor. 'Service Champion' siaaa! keep up the gd work ^^

PS: The new hot wings from kfc is not hot 1.. i dun even feel a hint of spicyness =/

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