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Friday, March 31, 2006
3/31/2006 07:50:00 PM
haha! it's FRIDAY again!
sorry for not blogging the past few days. dunno wat to blog and quite tired also...
audit coming ah! so have been quite busy doing stuff in the squadron... we expect to be even busier next week! xiong ah!
but we are generally quite ok... yesterday work 1 whole day... today also.. until around 4 lidat.. we finally finish everything we are told to do! then can relac abit.. today relaxed mood in sqn also.. cos alot ppl go to forum.. then only afew ppl remained to do the audit prep stuffs... so less ppl = less pressure = more relax. so quite nice.. 4+ chat chat... then... at 4.55, 1 stupid officer (yes, i AM calling an officer stupid.) told us to help him put some cards into card holders.
another damn case of playing taiji again. boss ask senior ppl do, senior ask junior do, junior ask spec to do. but wth? u kanna arrow our fault? u ask us do we will do, but u happy forget and only 'remember' at 4.55.. then ask us to finish before we go.. AND, WHEN WE FINISHED, WHERE WAS HE? ON THE ##^&$*% WAY HOME.
wth.... but this is life. 1 has to take it in his stride. for 1 bad thing, there are alot other good things that happen. but at least wanna give us things to do, pls kindly give us earlier when we so free can chat.. not when we are preparing to go home, with forecasts of big rain.. we dun have car, not like officers.. we have to brave the rain to go home 1 ok....
ANYWAY, I REPEAT IT'S FRIDAY. RELAX TIME AH! today xing shan shan last episode!! hao kan!! :)
Monday, March 27, 2006
3/27/2006 07:07:00 PM
hmmm... today is monday! yet i have no blues!
hahahaha!! shiok sia.. 1st time monday bo the sian sian 1..
nothing much... except i gonna start the practical part of my sim pilot training le.. alot of thing still buay hiao sia.... all the calls etc...
"Wolfpack, single group, bullseye 020, 10, 15 thousand, hostile" <- sibei chim -_-"
Heard a song: Savage Garden - I knew I Loved You. very nice song.. sorta links to me wor.. haha...
Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
[chorus:]
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe
[repeat chorus]
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you
[repeat chorus to fade]
Sunday, March 26, 2006
3/26/2006 04:40:00 AM
My brain is so confused that i cannot go sleep in peace...
thankfully, had a fren who was online and he helped me alot.
he gave me an listening ear and offered plenty of advice and opinion which i greatly need. which is what i needed.
but, i still unable to make a final decision. i tink i need more time..
thanks bro, for being there for me when i needed someone.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
3/25/2006 10:59:00 PM
Saturday is a day for me to relax..
but today is not so.... instead, i am given choices that i have to choose. yes... no hurry to choose.. but i am really confused..
Went to nearby Clarke Quay and stayed there for 45mins... just did nothing.. sit on the steps.. looking at the clouds and star, feeling the breeze.. trying to sort out my thoughts...
however still cannot sort out... sigh... a short walk to raffles mrt became a long walk.. a 10min walk from lakeside to my house became a 25min walk.... walk slow slow.. tink and tink.. just cant sort out my thoughts..
i dunno what happened.... but i am puzzled also.. alot of questions with no answers.... Does a change in a person really affect the people around them? Is every change a good change? Is a change beneficial to the person himself and how will the people around him/her tink of the change??
sigh.. i need answers.. i need opinions... i'm very confused....
Thursday, March 23, 2006
3/23/2006 05:57:00 AM
AHHH!! NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE!!
JUST GOT A NIGHTMARE AHH! *hides in corner*
dunno is i tink too much in the day (Ri you suo si, ye you suo meng) or wat... most of the things that I'm afraid of happening actually came up... i was like.. "omg omg omg NOOO!!"
sigh.. bad start bad start of the day... but anyway, today half day off. wahahaha! later go library return the books I borrowed. then borrow afew books go read... cos soon will have no time to read le!
Something nice: I just asked my officer to train me to be sim pilot. Therefore, I'll start by reading about fighter operations. Ho Sae liao... that means I gonna draw out quite alot of info from publications.. and read my head off. Read & Remember ALL. bless me pls lol.
Junwen
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
3/22/2006 06:19:00 AM
Wahaha! I am proud to announce that!
I....
...
...
..managed to sleep 10hrs of mostly uninterrupted rest!
haha.. finally sia.. every day sleep around 5-6hrs max only... dunno y suddenly so tired.. 8pm already sleeping... until now then wake.. really totally drop dead on the bed.. i tink must be the stupid presentation slides that i have been doing yesterday.. stress me until i seh...
haha... swee la.. hope the presentation slides nothing wrong then after that tonite can sleep again
=D
Monday, March 20, 2006
3/20/2006 09:47:00 PM
Argh. following the insomnia, sibei tired ahhh!!!
watch tv halfway can droop off to sleep 1...
actually got something to say about myself and the chinese & english languages. but now really super tired.. i never even go play any game today.. tml then say k? =)
today raining, so training at gym, i runn treadmill then after that go cycle until end of the session.. at 1st still ok sia... then when end and i got off the exercise bicycle, my legs got wobbly lol...
so tonite's agenda, is to stay online as long as i can, talk to some ppl, and go sleep. hopefully no #$!%&^ insomnia again...
Peace out,
Junwen
fuk.. insomnia again... must be the god-damn hot weather..
gonna be real tired this week again.....
Sunday, March 19, 2006
3/19/2006 11:45:00 PM
Sigh.. bad day today. very bad day...
whole day ravaged by stomachaches...
sibei kam pua sway....
got bored.. so went to research abit on the Hawkeye E2C aircraft..
nice sia.. never knew the plane was so nice... super nice looking..
sometimes... it's very nice to watch airplanes take off from a runway..
watching them as they rev up to full military power, release brakes and offf they go..
speeding down the runway, taking off, gaining altitude. So fast yet so graceful. It's hard to imagine that there is actually someone doing all this in the plane!
however, nothing beats being somewhere in the open, looking at the seas, looking the clouds, feeling the breeze blow gently on your face.. then.. as u are relaxing, u see aircraft flying over u at 5,000feet above ground. how qing qie.. lol...
I'm feeling alot better now.. after 3 trips to the toilet and a dinner.. if tml not well, report sick time. I have not been very sick since I went to the airforce. Great.... dun even give me a chance take mc... *rollseyes*
Saturday, March 18, 2006
3/18/2006 04:00:00 PM
weekends again...
sibei sian....
felt super lethargic today.. never play much games also...
just read abit of books then just sleep sleep sleep....
sleep too much until not in the mood for anything..
head's pounding.. sian..
hate it when i sleep my weekends off...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
3/16/2006 06:08:00 AM
Others are having their nice school holidays..
& I am here, dragging my sorry ass to work...
sian... really get sian at work....
it's 6am~ bLeaHz...
wake up 5++ (I try to wake up 1hr before i go out).. then was browsing through my friendster bulletins when i saw this. It's rather nice. thought it might be nice to share with everyone. Here it is:
The guy who love you,
if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
The guy who love you,
can't tell you the reason why he loves you.
He only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.
The guy who love you, seldom praises you,
but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.
The guy who love you, will scold or complaint
if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares.
The guy who love you , only drops his tears infront of you,
when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart,
the heart which beat for you.
The guy who love you ,
will remember every word u said, even accidentally.
And he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who love you,
will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him
and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who love you,
always tell you not to think too much,
because they have already planned it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a surprise,
believe him that he can do it.
The guy who love you,
will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect.
But he will carry your lugguage and ask you
"why are you becoming that thin within two days?"
with his sincere heart.
The boy who love you,
will listen quietly to you when you are mad,
and when you finished, he will say,
"you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier with a smile.
The boywho love you,
don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will send a message to you after few hours.
If you ask him why he call that late, he will say,
"When you are angry, my explanations are all rubbish.
But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.
The boy who love you,
always call you little kid,
but everytime he wants to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who love you,
don't like little toys like teddy bear,
but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.
The guy who love you,
while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably,
althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you with
"baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself "
The guy who love you,
while really missing you,
he will want to buy a bunch of roses
and wait you stupidly under your apartment.
But he never knows ,
what he bought is daisies,
but it doesn't matter,
because in his heart, that's roses.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
3/15/2006 11:58:00 PM
Today no long posts. no comments. no grumbling.
I just dont feel like blogging.
Almost late for 2 days. bleahs.
I'll blog someother day perhaps.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
3/14/2006 06:42:00 PM
Today is White Valentine.. Bai Se Qing Ren Jie.. a day where lovers exchange gifts again, pronouncing their love for each other again. How lovely.
sigh*...
Today at base quite shiok! hahaz.. got alot of thing cannot say la.. but today move here move there very exciting. got base broadcast of events then we must react exactly to the situation, with someone assessing us. 1st time participate in exercise sia.. nice..
Sunday, March 12, 2006
3/12/2006 10:18:00 PM
wooo~ today finally managed to sleep at 9am!
swee ah! then asked to wake up at 12pm.. 3hr sleep only... shag ar...
went to the IT Show 2006! sho many ppl siaaa!!! 3 levels~~
1st level was the Xbox, Ps2 & Nintendo showcases. not alot stuff.. but got alot kids & beautiful promoter girls lol.. clever... entice xiao didis to buy from piao liang jiejies lol..
2nd floor is the cameras & laptops portion.. woohoo.. lots & lots of cameras.. but no money buy haha..
3rd floor I love most! haha.. screens! harddisks! games! mouse! keyboard! haha... gian sia! Heng heng walk past Maxtor de place, they suddenly have discount! 200gb external harddisk (7200rpm, 8MB Cache) for only S$169 wor! BUY!! haha.. i need the harddisk anyway.. I see the Razor Copperhead Laser Mouse.. super gian to buy.. Laser mouse leh! the next generation of gaming mouse! but already spent $170 le!! no money le! sian sian... so.. wat to do.. save money lo! i can do without the mouse but i cant do without the external harddisk. so harddisk more impt haha. i tink my beloved MX300 is not going to die on me anytime soon. so, dun waste marney... save for rainy day! and lao po ben =x as if i gonna get 1 lidat.. hahaz..
<--- The 1 i bought ^^!
*pray tonite can sleep!*
Shit shit shit..
that's the 3rd night in a row I cant sleep at all...
shit...... insomnia liao...
jialat.... this aint good... hopefully will be ok soon.
Thursday, March 09, 2006
3/09/2006 05:57:00 PM
Hais.. today supposed to be off.. then sway sway.. have to come in le...
sighz. wasted 9hrs of my time...
Something is causing undue stress... due to some "rumours" I've heard from concerned colleagues.. It doesn't affect my overall mood.. but it's something that's brooding in my mind. I dont like to be clueless or helpless. Maybe I'll speak to the superior officers if need be ba.. perhaps they they can clear what's on my mind and hopefully offer me workable solutions. or else it may start affecting my work.
Other than this problem, everything seems quite ok.. I'm generally happy.
Reading RULEZ.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
3/07/2006 10:03:00 PM
haha.. it's tuesday!
dunno y i so happy this week.. hahaz...
The channel 8 show, Xing Shan Shan (Shining Stars) is quite nice lol... dunno y nowadays channel 8 de show.. all those close to the heart 1.. abit xing fu and the ke ku ming xing.. sure have happy moments and very sad moments..
Dawn Yeoh really not bad sia... haha... looks good wor! hehe..
somemore newcomer act blind role le.. hiongz.. this yr star awards she confirm dio the best newcomer liao la! u see hor.. tapai actors who act mad, crippled, paralyzed or blind etc, tapai get best actor/actress, best supporting or best newcomer de. lol..
but really la.. her acting is buay pai.. dunno her singing how lolx..
yay. this week no need work at 7am le! that means I can wake 1hr later! 1more hour of sleep! weee~
Junwen
Signing off
Monday, March 06, 2006
3/06/2006 11:01:00 PM
hehe... shiok ah! today off-day.. this week quite alot off-days hehe...
practically i'm only working 2 days this week.. tml & wednesday..
so not much monday blues.. only that today had to go back base for rt.. but ok la... today Cat1 weather.. so we did our running in gym.. didn't ciong very xiong running.. but today sweat like siao.. but sweating ish good.. it means got exercise, muscles are working, body produces heat, so on so forth.
PS: oh yea, someone told me i no tagboard.. haha.. not alot people view my blog la.. put tagboard also no use & dunno say wat sia... so nvm la... i use the space for something else! haha..
Sunday, March 05, 2006
3/05/2006 09:45:00 PM
Omg! So fast! It's ANOtHeR SuNdaY! time really flies...
today.. how i spent the time..
morning went to my grandpa grave to pray..
after that about 12 le.. went to cut hair and then tapao macdonald back home eat..
eat finish then start reading! as of now, 4 out of 6 books left! whaha... 4books to read in 19days. i tink sure can read finish le..
after reading & taking a nap (tired after reading), at around 5+, I switched on my tv to mtv channel and my com. and started listening to songs. any song nice, i try to find and download =x
i watch watch watch, seems like they mass advertising Zhang Hui Mei's new album.. but i tink her star is falling le.. eversince Zhang Yu Shen died, i dun tink her songs are that nice le.. personal opinion only ^^!
Today not bad la.. got afew nice songs.. and finally found Wang Li Hong - Kiss Goodbye & most importantly, SCHNAPPI. I FINALLY FOUND THE MP3! Schni Schna Schnappi~ =D
but I like the song: Yummy - I Won't Cry. (Pls listen to the music playing on this blog)
Lyrics are nice, Music is nice, Dance is nice & the girls chio sia. lol... but seriously, the lyrics are wat attracted me. SERIOUS LA! lolx..
Friday, March 03, 2006
3/03/2006 08:24:00 PM
I am shooo happpy~~~
I love it whenever I go to libraries.. my worries seem to disappear as I step into a library, my mind focussed on finding books that I'll want to borrow.
I'm really a typical nerd.. just abit stupid that's all.. likes to camp inside libraries, loves reading, bad in interaction with people, nerdy specs, nerdy tinking etc.. guess i'm stuck with it le ba lolx..
Today i decided, not worth the $ going for sushi buffet when i dun have the crave. i'll go eat when i really have the crave.. so,, i went to jurong east library instead! the new 1!!
wHEee~ That library really shen.... It's a wonder! an untapped mine! hidden treasures!
haha... i was like... a kid in toys 'r' us lidat... shoo happiee!!
found like 7 books.. but bag too small to carry all... so put 1 back.. borrow 6! (i had 2 library cards). 3weeks to read 6~ no sweat la hehe =x at this post time, i'm already 3/4 into my 1st book. should be done by tml morning. hehe.
wee~~ I'm definitely feeling better after my trip to the library.
:)
PS: Wish more will share my passion for going to the library. Few actually go to 1...
yay! finally off day! song ar~ relac time =D
hmmm... today i really wanna go library.. but regarding the buffet... dunno should go or not leh... ownself go abit the sian.. although I can be independent, one always hopes for company in anything u do. It's best to have someone chatting with u when u are doing something. being alone sometimes really sux.. but sometimes it'll give u undisturbed concentration.
i seem to be so undecisive again. lolx... i'll wait for awhile more before deciding ^^!
Thursday, March 02, 2006
3/02/2006 08:51:00 AM
I've been busy at work this week.
tml is my off-day.
I promise I'll blog tonite. Promise ^^!!
but most likely after 8.. (knockoff @ 7, 1hr travelling time)
