_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle_______
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This is my diary..
where I shall write about
my life, my days, my feelings
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Every happy person has a sad day before
Every sad person has a happy day before
Every start has an end
Every end is a start
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
2/01/2006 12:01:00 AM
Today went to watch Fearless, Huo Yuan Jia. The show is not bad sia.. But only the fighting parts nice... they fight till so fast.. kua bo ar!! the part where he sad sad very the sian. can see until sleep.. then ending quite okok.. cos when he die, the crowd was chanting "Huo Yuan Jia! Huo Yuan Jia! Huo Yuan Jia! " Very awe-inspiring.
On a sadder note, I've noticed I'm becoming more & more pessimistic. my mood has been going downhill.. As much as I try to remain "happy", I dun seem to succeed much.. Those who have seen me happy and very chatty, I tink I'm deluding myself from the sadness that i feel. I cant stop myself from being sad. I dunno how to be happy myself also. But i want people around me to be happy. Give me all the sadness in the world ba! may the people around me be happy! may i be the only one who is sad.. let me be the only one whose heart is in pieces.
If you tink i am very sad and wanna console me, pls be happy. that will console me. Perhaps find me for chatting when u're bored or simply too free, then ill retreat back into my world of solitude again. I tink I'm destined to be a lonely guy forever le. but dun worry, i dun tink i will become a monk. lol... i dun have enough buddha in my heart. hehehe
PS: Everyone pls be happy. cos one minute of sadness = one minute of happiness gone forever. dun bother about me. i dun practise what i preach.
Quote:
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more thanonce and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much,and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
waiting for you
ME
Name: Junwen
Bday: 25th Oct 1985
Age: 22
Horoscope: Scorpio
Sex: Male (Duh ._.)
Job: Network Engineer
Fav color: Blue!
FAv mUsIc: anything that's nice (prefer soothing music)
FAv FoOd: Peking Duck, Chilli, Lettuce w/ mayonnise, Brocolli, Root Beer, Kikapo Joy Juice, Mango Juice, Orange Juice
Bad Pts: Nerd, Stupid, small brain, Short, dumb, idiot, unsensitive, useless, wooden block, pessimistic, big mouth (more to come)
Gd Pts: For people to find out! But i tink dun have any la.
Characteristics: Talkative, always smiling, dunno directions, pro in sleeping at anywhere, blur
Wish List
Girlfriend
New watch
New Shoes
New Ext Harddisk
New Bag
Driving License
New earphones
New Specs & Contact Lenses
Black PSP
Swat 3:Elite Edition cd
Ipod Nano
Ipod Cover
Roller Blades
CCNA Cert