_______________Only those who never gives up gets to see a miracle_______
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Nubzz
This is my diary..
where I shall write about
my life, my days, my feelings
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Every happy person has a sad day before
Every sad person has a happy day before
Every start has an end
Every end is a start
Sunday, January 08, 2006
1/08/2006 07:58:00 PM
The colors in my life... where have they gone?? The times where I felt happy from deep down in my heart.. where did they go?? the colors.... are fading, fading away... What used to be a very fufilling and busy life now seems to be a empty shell.
Am I really that useless? Am I an idiot? Am I insensitive?
In love, I'm as dumb as a block of wood.. U kick i move.. I dunno how to please a girl, i dunno how to understand what a girl is tinking.. I only know to love the 1 i love with all my heart. To love truthfully and with all my heart. I am willing to give up anything for the one i truely love. Anything.
But does that matter? I dont know.
No. 1, 2, so on so forth.. Every girl i have met and will meet... There will always be the same outcome... Hard as much as i want to change the outcome, it will always arrive at the same ending.. the same conclusion...
My life.... currently... in the armed forces.. working.. Mon-fri.. working in underground!! hardly get to meet other people other than the people in my squadron..
I exist because I am there to make people's day. I'll be around for anyone who needs encouragement.. That's who i am. I am truely what people call "Support Personnel". Since I cant make myself happy, I'll make the ones around me happy. =)
waiting for you
ME
Name: Junwen
Bday: 25th Oct 1985
Age: 22
Horoscope: Scorpio
Sex: Male (Duh ._.)
Job: Network Engineer
Fav color: Blue!
FAv mUsIc: anything that's nice (prefer soothing music)
FAv FoOd: Peking Duck, Chilli, Lettuce w/ mayonnise, Brocolli, Root Beer, Kikapo Joy Juice, Mango Juice, Orange Juice
Bad Pts: Nerd, Stupid, small brain, Short, dumb, idiot, unsensitive, useless, wooden block, pessimistic, big mouth (more to come)
Gd Pts: For people to find out! But i tink dun have any la.
Characteristics: Talkative, always smiling, dunno directions, pro in sleeping at anywhere, blur
Wish List
Girlfriend
New watch
New Shoes
New Ext Harddisk
New Bag
Driving License
New earphones
New Specs & Contact Lenses
Black PSP
Swat 3:Elite Edition cd
Ipod Nano
Ipod Cover
Roller Blades
CCNA Cert
