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Monday, January 30, 2006
1/30/2006 06:21:00 PM
New Year New Year!
This yr i got little angpaos due to a reason which i opt not to disclose on this blog.
Nevertheless, gambling time ah! play small bet nia... blackjack $1 $1 nia.. starting lose alot (due to my little cousin tong zi shen gong), behind start to win more & more... until my uncle who is the banker, $50 also gone. then... last round... tong zi gong power come out. he got triple 7s. wah lau eh! triple 7 leh!! he win 3times sia..
he almost huan ben le. from left $4 become $40+++.. in the end he only lost like $8 nia....
mE ar... ok la.. bet small win small lose small. win $7 nia lolx.. 1 kfc set meal. Zinger! my fav! =D
1 thing is proven. Tong Zhi Shen gong works -.-!
muahah. ph3aR dA PoWeR oF mY cOuSin. iSn't hE cUtE?
another oncoming gundam seed fan like me also ^^
Saturday, January 28, 2006
1/28/2006 02:28:00 AM
It's gonna be Chinese new year again.. my 20th chinese new year...
Another lonely new year.. i really no life liao sia... monday - friday work in squadron then weekends stay at home play game or go library.. sigh..
Dunno y... everyday go squadron work.. work like never stop 1.. i just keep doing & doing stuff.. starting still got time to read afew book.. now i dun even have time to read a single magazine lolx.. Dunno leh lol.. hopefully can cope with the workload lo.. this week at work quite stress sia...
Happy Chinese new year to all...
Thursday, January 26, 2006
1/26/2006 06:01:00 AM
yAwnx.. sibei tired.. kanna scramble 2 days in a row.. have to cover duties of people reporting sick.. shag ahh!
heng today nothing much.. so generally is okie dokie de... cny coming le.. yet i have no plans..
Wish time would turn around.. then i can rectify all the mistakes that i had made before. If there was a chance... if only... I would not be so low these days. I lost all motivation and eagerness. I feel as if I've lost my way in life. Just hiding in my "hole" in the sqn, spending the next 1.5yrs hiding from the truth.. though i tried to make myself busy by doing work & playing alot alot of games, I am nothing but an empty shell.. I do feel hurt all the time....
Will there be someone who can bring light to my life? bE my guiding light and my warmth? Will there be?? I doubt so....
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
1/24/2006 10:02:00 PM
came back from work 1hr30mins late. had to do finish some stuff before i went home..
reached home only @ 7.30pm..
You're not there~ nI bU zAi... the heart breaks again upon these words.
pfftt.. dont care what i say. I guess I'm just tired from working so long. NITEZ.
But dun ignore me.. nothing hurts more than being ignored.... :(
Sowelu - The Rose
Some say love
it is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love
it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love
it is a hunger an endless aching need
I say love
it is a flower and you, it's only seed
It's the heart
afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
It's the dream
afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one
who won't be taken who cannot seem to give
And the soul
afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think
that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember
in the winter for beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose
It's tuesday tuesday tuesday! soon it will be saturday! lolx...
yesterday the time passed so fast.. in sqn work awhile... lunch liao.. then 3pm.. then 5pm! HOME~
reach home play abit game nia.. 9pm le.. sigh... yesterday so early koon le..
I went to get a haircut and requested the barber to actually cut it sibei short. so it will grow out around 1wk later just the nice length for cny lolx...
I'll post my short hair pic next time lolx...
But! I also took pictures of my new shoes!!!!
Swee hor. hahaha. 1st time buy such funny colour shoe =/
woops! 7am le. time to go work. Tata~
Sunday, January 22, 2006
1/22/2006 10:02:00 PM
wOohOo.. Ate crab on saturday. cooking-wise was nice cos my mum did the cooking but i still prefer lobster/crayfish.. mmm... nothing beats lobster or crayfish meat.. shooo nicee~ nice to eat but comes at a hefty price... hmm.. next time must learn how to cook crayfish, then can buy home and cook! hehe.
These 2 days spent on buying clothes!
Total stuff bought: 5 shirt, 3 socks, 1 pair of shoes & 1 box perfume
Total cost: S$240
WTFF~~~ SO EX!! ARGHHH!
wah lauu~~ super ex ah! esp the perfume... heartpain heartpain!!
Shirts all quite normal looking de... bought a bossini dri-fit tee. quite nice material sia.
next time those hot & stuffy place, can wear it. wont sweat like siao lolx..
bought a pair of shoes! GrEeN! hehe. looks quite nice leh. goes along well with my jeans. hopefully goes along with my shirts too lolx.
got time take pic hehe. 1st time i got green color shoes sia. bright green hehe.
super tired... even after 1hr30min nap. okie~ kOOn time~
Saturday, January 21, 2006
1/21/2006 07:07:00 AM
It's Saturday again! relaxation time~ time to do shopping!
today planning to go bugis buy shirts! hopefully can find some shirts that i really like!
dun kanna recall then gd le lolx... finish my shopping then I'm ready for new year~
actually the shirts are intended for me to expand my ever-shrinking warddrobe...
need to buy a variety of colours other than my favourite blue lolx..
my worst warddrobe color incident is when i donned my shirt, jeans and shoes, i found out that i was blue all the way.. omg siaa~ blue shirt blue jeans blue shoes.. GG~
Buy clothes buy clothes~~
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
1/18/2006 04:37:00 PM
Today sibei happening ah...
Guard find harddisk in my slingbag!
sweee ahh!!!
*sigh* portable harddisk was there for over 1-2yrs le.. somemore spoil 1..
lucky spoiled.. afew years ago my laptop harddisk crashed, so i went to sim lim to replace the spoil harddisk. Then i kept the old spoil harddisk in my other slingbag. A couple of days ago, i go use the slingbag containing the harddisk. amazingly, all along these few days that i have been using the bag, today then got ppl find got the harddisk inside. I also shock. i use for 2yrs le. never even notice the harddisk inside my bag..
hais.. then came the usual stuff.. the questioning.. the "threats".. so i just told the guard sgt "Go ahead and confiscate lo. spoiled harddisk anyway". Anyway, I was not gonna even go claim it back even if they told me to claim. wah lau! spoiled harddisk claim for fark? sell to garang guni?!
Sian 1/2 la... tmd i wan my static cover back also cannot. Harddisk u want u go take la.. spoil 1 u want, not spoil 1 also u want. Heck.. dun care le... Just thank god not some new harddisk or something with classified information can le. Spoil 1 they can take all they want lolx....
Monday, January 16, 2006
1/16/2006 11:32:00 PM
My house repainting!! now having shades of pink, purple & white...
now all in a mess sia..... sian sian sian... now have to unpack everything... bleahs... i still wanna buy stuff~~~
nO mArNeY!! hais... want this want that.. no marney~ ok cannot say no marney. have marney, but tight budget hehe. Nsf pay low low. must start to save marney.. i want my own house, my own car! save for laopo ben also..
But... will have laopo meh? i zhu ding gu du zhong shen de... hais... mei ren yao mei ren ai... gu dan yi ge ren...... Fate! It's all FATE!! FATE MAKES FUN OF ALL MANKIND! Everytime is fate. Fate brings two people together yet fate separates the two people away. HAIS...
Tired le. tml still have to work. Feeling despair and lonely.. off to sleep....
Sunday, January 15, 2006
1/15/2006 09:36:00 AM
Exactly 2weeks before CNY~~
Swee laaa~ haven buy anything yet...
too lazy... house under repainting.. but paint how much also the same la... no diff...
today have to help repaint the living room.. sian 1/2...
Anyone know where to get T-shirts with those very geiyan wording or pictures 1??
i wanna buy funny T-shirts lolx.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
1/14/2006 04:12:00 PM
Hello,
sorry for not posting for so long... been abit busy this wk.. doing night shift! coupled with night flying~ argh. buay tahan. was almost late for work on Thurs & Fri... lucky arrive justt in time..
I have not been myself lately... I'm feeling that I am abit strange. but dunno why...
mayb it's because I had not been able to speak to someone whom i wish to speak to?
I dunno. Just feel strange..
CNY COMING!! but i too lazy to go out buy stuff .. will have to drag myself out to buy some stuffs for cny.. or else parents sure scold..
CNY To-Buy List
2 x Shirts.
1 x Pair of shoes
1 x Hugo Boss Perfume.
SEe? quick and easy hehe. but i'm just too lazy to buy xD
Sunday, January 08, 2006
1/08/2006 07:58:00 PM
The colors in my life... where have they gone?? The times where I felt happy from deep down in my heart.. where did they go?? the colors.... are fading, fading away... What used to be a very fufilling and busy life now seems to be a empty shell.
Am I really that useless? Am I an idiot? Am I insensitive?
In love, I'm as dumb as a block of wood.. U kick i move.. I dunno how to please a girl, i dunno how to understand what a girl is tinking.. I only know to love the 1 i love with all my heart. To love truthfully and with all my heart. I am willing to give up anything for the one i truely love. Anything.
But does that matter? I dont know.
No. 1, 2, so on so forth.. Every girl i have met and will meet... There will always be the same outcome... Hard as much as i want to change the outcome, it will always arrive at the same ending.. the same conclusion...
My life.... currently... in the armed forces.. working.. Mon-fri.. working in underground!! hardly get to meet other people other than the people in my squadron..
I exist because I am there to make people's day. I'll be around for anyone who needs encouragement.. That's who i am. I am truely what people call "Support Personnel". Since I cant make myself happy, I'll make the ones around me happy. =)
1st post! testing the use of blogspot.. if this 1 nice hor, then i switch over from friendster blogs to here le..
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